OCD and gear

[meatbldr]

I have a form of obsessive-compulsive disorder. It messes up my neurotransmiters in my fucked up brain. It has in the past made me feel like i was in hell. Sort of like depression maybe. but different. Like every minute was an eternity. I couldn't even work or anything. anti-depressants make it worse. So i don't take that shit anymore.

I've only ran deca for a short period of time. And it didn't mess me up too bad.

I was thinking about going with test only and I was wondering if coming off of it is worse than coming off deca as far as depression. Does anyone here have problems coming off test as far as the "hell feeling" goes?

[Nekrawulf]

sounds to me that you have tendancies of bi-polaris....

are you curently on any type of anti-depressants... also what kind have you taken...

Any hormonal rebound will mess with your entire endocrine system... including mood function.

How long did you run the deca for...and at what dose?

[toobig]

coming completely off always messes with my head a little bit. but if you can prepare yourself mentally to realize that your gonna feel off for a bit, your strength will go down a little, and your recovery will take a hit you can make it through it. it will not last forever, just keep reminding yourself that.

[the_inkslinger]

deca is the longest to get out of your system so depending on what kind of test you take I think that the test might be less agonizing in your situation. Ive had boughts of depression really bad but dont really believe in head docs like that so i never got clinically diagnosed..but ive been in your shoes before and the works ive ever felt coming off gear was coming off primoteston and deca