thinking about comming off...and throwin rest away..

[BodyJBbuild]

im now into 4weeks of test e 500wk...
for some weird reason, i feel like i dont wanan do it anymore...i just wanna be natural..go with supplements instead and protein...and food of course.
i get these weird thoughts in my head...whenever i go to the gym, my mind says u can do that without gear...why are u on 'em dude. and shit like that....telling me to just stop and throw the shit away and stay natural.:nono: But my guts tell me not too...so its a battle with my mind and guts....i have 2 full bottles leftd starrin at them decidin on what to do with 'em....its hard. My mind tells me when u get off ur not gonna keep all of us...ur gonna loose alot of muscle(weight). and guts are telling me no your not your gonna keep running this shit for a very long time so we can build that body you've always wanted...
its freaking crazy lmao, what should i do lol....i keep saying to myself ill just put it all in a bag and fucking throw it away...safely....but then when i get home i dont do it....i just dont wanna get huge then loose most of it u know.... :hmmm:

[Stonecold54]

this would make a good movie...the first thing wrong is thinking that you will lose what you gain. if you are a careful cycler you won't. But choosing to prolong natural training is a good thought. Its a commendable approach and saving juice for later in life is fine (don't throw it away though, lol).

[BodyJBbuild]

then wtf do i do with it lol....yeah ive been thinking about it....seems like id rather go natural..thinking i dont need to get huge i just want a nice built...i can reach it naturally 220 i shouldnt have a problem...just time for sakes....takes time..

[BodyJBbuild]

this is my 4th week...im hoping i wont change alot...shouldnt its only been 3full weeks..end of this week will be 4, well i just gotta eat a shit load and load up on protien and my supplements...this is what i take....

l-argnine
fish oil
protein
l-glutamine
l-lysine
multi-vitamin-minerals
digestive enzymes

[Stonecold54]

then wtf do i do with it lol....yeah ive been thinking about it....seems like id rather go natural..thinking i dont need to get huge i just want a nice built...i can reach it naturally 220 i shouldnt have a problem...just time for sakes....takes time..

tonight write down what YOU want. look deep and ask yourself mental questions about where you want to be....what you are willing to do....how fast you want to get there....and so on. To me it sounds like you would be happier going natural and it might relieve you of some stress making your training and life in general better from less subconscious stress.

[BodyJBbuild]

I WANT NATURAL...lol, thats it no more....just natural!!! ill wait i have patient...for that look i want.

[rvgfrth4g]

Get back to me next year and tell me if you didn't eventually decide to get back on. lol You say this now but you'll be back on later.

[BodyJBbuild]

naw, i dont think i will...im thinking about moving to canada...st. johns newfoundland...in jan-feb.....so ive decided to stop now..go natural forever..bc there is a women up there and i dont wanna be doing it around her...and she dont like the whole idea either ...im cool with it, i wanan do it natural.

[Shibby]

then wtf do i do with it lol....

I can give you my adress :nerdnew:

[hitmansb]

IMO, you should just run the cycle out for 10 weeks. You're already into it 3 full weeks, and with the enthanate ester, it'll be in your system in significant quantities for another two weeks. Finish out the planned cycle, then do a proper PCT, and then never do another cycle if you feel that is the right thing to do. You won't lose nearly as much of your gains as you think IF you do the following:

-PROPER PCT!!!
-Continue to eat big and train hard regularily, even when you don't feel like doing so
-Hit up a good supplement regimen during pct, adding in a quality tribulis product like Tribestan upon completing PCT and perhaps a cell volumizer like CellMass

The guys that lose a ton of gained MUSCLE (everyone loses the water they're retaining...but that's a good thing) are the ones that either don't do a proper PCT, slack off on diet and/or training upon completing the cycle, or do all of the above.

[num1son]

naw, i dont think i will...im thinking about moving to canada...st. johns newfoundland...in jan-feb.....so ive decided to stop now..go natural forever..bc there is a women up there and i dont wanna be doing it around her...and she dont like the whole idea either ...im cool with it, i wanan do it natural.

Is something discouraging you? LIke someone u see makin more gains than u or u not making the gains u want Bro u so gotta be patient If you wanna get big then keep the aas, if u want lean and athletic don't throw it away just give us more info on y u r feeling the way u r

K

[BodyJBbuild]

agreed on the PCT comment...
i guess i could run the rest of it...then thats it no more
i dont know the problem dude, its weird...i get these thoughts of like someone telling me not to do this to your body, and its me telling me not too.. :hmmm: whatever...ill run last of it...then no more.
the body type im aiming for would be like frank zane...alittle bigger.
im 5 11 200 now...bf i'd say around 12
thx guys for your opinions.

[num1son]

u having other issues or stresses that might be gettin in the way of your workouts/aas usage, gf job family sometihng like that... I never will put someone down for wanting to do it naturally and hang up the aas but I just hope there isn't something else goin on thats making this choice seem and feel unnatural

K

[coffee-guy]

u having other issues or stresses that might be gettin in the way of your workouts/aas usage, gf job family sometihng like that... I never will put someone down for wanting to do it naturally and hang up the aas but I just hope there isn't something else goin on thats making this choice seem and feel unnatural

K

Read the 8th post in this thread - that will tell you all you want to know - HE'S QUITTING FOR PUSSY. :nerdnew:

[num1son]

I didnt know if woman was "mom" or "gf" screw quitting for other people do it for yourself or not do it for yourself. No chick will ever tell me what the fuck to do

K