Misery in POST CYCLE

[TomMONSTER]

Well, after my first cycle, I am now a month removed from the 200mg Test Cyp / 100mg Test Prop / 200mg Deca / 37.5mg Anavar I was taking each day. I started hGH 3iu right after (I know I wish I started 3 months ago - bad timing) and am taking HCG, Tamox, Clo, and Anastrozole - which wraps up Monday.

Results - FUCKING ABYSMAL.

No sex drive.
Dropping weight (water/muscle) gained some fat - although fat is now coming off. Diet stayed consistent - spot on 50/30/20 Macro split.
No sex drive.
Lack of motivation.
No sex drive.
Feelings of sadness/depression from watching a fucking Pepsi commercial.
No sex drive.
Pumps evaporate 1 hour after workout.
No sex drive.

I'm 220 (was 237 on Oct 31) 5'10" at 13% BF (BF went UP as I was losing weight/size to 14% now coming down prob HCG?).

My strength has stayed the same.

I am not a happy person. I have 4-5 weeks starting on Monday to go clean with no anything to allow everything to stabilize. Next cycle scheduled to start Jan 16.

Question: If this is going to get worse, I'm out. I want back on and I will just freeze some of my stuff (I'm 40. I want to maybe have 1 more child in a few years.) and resume. If I just want one more cycle to get back to where I was and a little bit (like to be 235 @ 10-12%) then cruise after that - if done responsibly are than any longterm effects to staying on TRT other than the obvious natural test shutdown? Liver/cholesterol issues? Etc?

Honestly that right there i think is clomid making you it's slut, id drop it completely or go low dose,
have you taken clomid before?
wondering how you lose weight while gaining it? dont thnik its hcg. coming off sucks

[henry]

Generally, shrunken or atrophied testicles due to steroid abuse will not grow back to normal size after cessation of steroid use!

I love this guy.


OP Ive never done PCT so cant comment but put up some before and after shots without wearing the potato sacks so we can see.

[drelist]

Generally, shrunken or atrophied testicles due to steroid abuse will not grow back to normal size after cessation of steroid use!

[Mr I]

Monster, stop panicking dude.

All of this sounds pretty normal to me.

[redback]

Thanks for this advice. You're right - a quick solution is for me to just buy some new shirts. I'll pass on the t-shirts from Bouncer - they've got your slobber all over them from you sucking his dick every other post you write. :retard:

Hey buddy lets get something straight right now. The last persons dick I would suck around here would be bouncers. He is somewhat humorous but has deep emotional problems.

Btw I'm not saying a new tshirt would fix all your problems but at least you wouldn't look like a deflated dork.

Dumb cunt :) ! :) ! :) :clapback:

[monster70k]

I don't know about pct I never used it but fuk dude you need some fashion sense. Get some tshirts from bouncer

Thanks for this advice. You're right - a quick solution is for me to just buy some new shirts. I'll pass on the t-shirts from Bouncer - they've got your slobber all over them from you sucking his dick every other post you write. :retard:

[monster70k]

did you up your calories +500 during PCT. Your endocrine system is at its peak. What did you do for PCT?

PCT:
HCG 550iu ED x20d
Tamox 22mg ED x 20d, then 11mg ED x5d
Clomi 102mg ED x10d, then 51mg ED x15d
Anastrozole 1.5mg ED x25d (was taking this while in cycle as well for estrogen probs)

[monster70k]

did you up your calories +500 during PCT. Your endocrine system is at its peak. What did you do for PCT?

Get some Cialis
Proviron?
Creatine (help you look fuller)

No - I'm a fucking idiot. I dropped my cals in order to try and lose some additional fat - went from a 40/40/20 to a 60/30/10 diet. Also cut out additional supplements (including creatine). I changed it up and did a reefed Saturday and there is a very. very noticeable difference. I was flat and thin on carbs - and panicked. I'm so fucking stupid. Cialis ordered as well. Thanks.

[A$AP]

Take DHEA as well

[Mr I]

Even hcg will take time to do its thing. Def keep the estro down and hammer vit e, zma and fish oils while using hcg they will make it work better and faster

[jack tors]

did you up your calories +500 during PCT. Your endocrine system is at its peak. What did you do for PCT?

Get some Cialis
Proviron?
Creatine (help you look fuller)

[redback]

I don't know about pct I never used it but fuk dude you need some fashion sense. Get some tshirts from bouncer

[Bouncer]

I don't have any before pics with my shirt off - and I was dropping (data provided) 1%+ of BF per week do they wouldn't really provide much of a before/after. Only way I knew to show it was with a pic because clothes that 'fit' just a couple of weeks ago now look like a potato sack.

your not happy with how you upper body looks with your shirt off. just be real bro.

Pictures in baggy clothes show nothing. Imagine if this was a car forum.. it's like posting a pic of your car with it's cover on. Doesn't make sense.

[A$AP]

Your best bet is blood work and hopefully you have a knowledgeable doc maybe a hrt doc. Who knows you might need to go on trt

[monster70k]

I don't understand whats going on in the pics? Is that you? What's with all the narrations and shit with clothes on? Am I the only one that finds this weird? lol

I don't have any before pics with my shirt off - and I was dropping (data provided) 1%+ of BF per week do they wouldn't really provide much of a before/after. Only way I knew to show it was with a pic because clothes that 'fit' just a couple of weeks ago now look like a potato sack.