Losing size but feeling better...

[Bouncer]

Came off almost everything around thanksgiving. Lowered test doses to 250mgs per week and dropped the deca entirely. In the past when ever I lowered doses or came off I felt like a depressed turd. But oddly this time I'm feeling better even though I don't look as big or as pumped.

I think deca has some kind of weird mental fog effect if you use it long enough. My dose was never high but even at 250mgs per week I now see that it was effecting my mind. Hard to explain but I've been in a bit of a fog. Didn't have my usual focused clarity if that makes sense. I've only now realized it though. It wasn't obvious to me while I was on deca.

I'm also noticing an increase in energy and stanima. Deca really effected me there. Was out of breath and sweating far more then usual while training or doing cardio.

I'll use deca in the future because the effect it has on joints is amazing but I'll only be running at max 125mgs per week moving forward.

Just a note for anyone running deca or NPP, take note of what I said above. It's kind of hard to notice while on but looking back I was definitely a bit foggy. I'm not sure how but I definitly believe deca has a different mental effect compared to basic test.

[rado]

Being OFF since May of 2018, I definitely feel great


Not pumped or vascular as I like, but I'm happy.

I will say that I'm excited as well to going back ON.

I certainly miss my days of being in the 7% BF. Or just low single digits.

[Chadd77]

I always dread coming off but there’s definitely a better/healthier feeling when I’m not on any AAS.

B, what’s your weight at since lowering your doses?

[Bouncer]

I always dread coming off but there’s definitely a better/healthier feeling when I’m not on any AAS.

B, what’s your weight at since lowering your doses?

got up to 241 and getting winded just carrying grocieries in the house from the car. said fuck this i feel like dog shit and dropped the deca and lowered the test dose. i'm now at 221. 20lb drop but that's not just the gear. on deca my appetite was crazy. i didn't eat more meals per day but my portions were bigger. i felt stuffed all day like a slug. i went back to my old oatmeal and chicken portions. i don't want to go back to as small as I was but I think 241 is just too heavy for my structure. i have real small joints. baby wrists, small waist etc.. so i'm not meant to hold a ton of weight. i'm more of a work of art. :D

[Mr I]

So you haven’t come off.

I don’t do orals anymore and certainly lower doses right off if I gel toxic

I think AAS are great for a time and then you have to back off and get to feeling what normal is, I’m only on TRT now. After a year off hcg going back on that too.

[Chadd77]

So you haven’t come off.

I don’t do orals anymore and certainly lower doses right off if I gel toxic

I think AAS are great for a time and then you have to back off and get to feeling what normal is, I’m only on TRT now. After a year off hcg going back on that too.

What's your trt dose?

[Bouncer]

So you haven’t come off.

never said i did. and neither have you. so whats your fucken point? don't give me your passsive aggressive pussy nature, that shit may fly in your cuck country but not here you inflamed vagina.

[Ashop]

Sometimes everything will boil down to your overall health. Bodybuilding is supposed to be about looking good and feeling good. If your not feeling as good as you look, I don't think its worth it in the end and its probably time to re-adjust your plan.

[Bouncer]

Sometimes everything will boil down to your overall health. Bodybuilding is supposed to be about looking good and feeling good. If your not feeling as good as you look, I don't think its worth it in the end and its probably time to re-adjust your plan.

exactly. whats the point of being your biggest and strongest if you feel like a sack of shit inside.

[AvidFisherman]

So you can, "Crush your enemies, see them driven before you, and hear the lamentation of the women!"

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[rocco-x]

I'm on a sust/npp cycle the last month or so mainly for my joints but I can see what you're talking about with the mental fog aspect...

[lipripper]

I get what B is saying about eating and deca...I'm always hungry only running 200mg a week...it's crazy

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[Chadd77]

I’m always hungry and not running any deca! lol

Just think Lip, you’re probably 10 pounds heavier than B now. You make him look like a little string bean! :D

[lipripper]

I’m always hungry and not running any deca! lol



Just think Lip, you’re probably 10 pounds heavier than B now. You make him look like a little string bean! :D

Yeah little snowflake from California...he's gonna melt

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[Bouncer]

I’m always hungry and not running any deca! lol



Just think Lip, you’re probably 10 pounds heavier than B now. You make him look like a little string bean! :D

I'm always hungry as well but it's nothing like being on deca. You speak on things you know little about twink.

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