Until I start my show diet. EEK.
I'm not freaking out about the diet itself. I'm freaking out about not coming in shape. Last show I started 16 weeks out...this time will be 15 weeks to the 1st show (Red River Classic), and 16 weeks to the 2nd show (Continental Figure). I really want to start my diet today, I'm so nervous. I'm mostly nervous because I don't know how my body will react this time around. You know...with all of the baby drama last year, and my body holding onto the weight for a good 8 months after we lost the baby. I really wasn't able to drop a significant amount of weight until like this past February- almost A YEAR!!!
I'm just really freaked out that I won't look the same. I hold a lot more weight in my belly than before. Good news is my upper body has finally caught up, and my shoulders are now wider than my hips. :) But, I still don't know how it will all shape up. Should know in about 8 weeks....Because I WON'T get on stage half assing it.
I'm not freaking out about the diet itself. I'm freaking out about not coming in shape. Last show I started 16 weeks out...this time will be 15 weeks to the 1st show (Red River Classic), and 16 weeks to the 2nd show (Continental Figure). I really want to start my diet today, I'm so nervous. I'm mostly nervous because I don't know how my body will react this time around. You know...with all of the baby drama last year, and my body holding onto the weight for a good 8 months after we lost the baby. I really wasn't able to drop a significant amount of weight until like this past February- almost A YEAR!!!
I'm just really freaked out that I won't look the same. I hold a lot more weight in my belly than before. Good news is my upper body has finally caught up, and my shoulders are now wider than my hips. :) But, I still don't know how it will all shape up. Should know in about 8 weeks....Because I WON'T get on stage half assing it.
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