I thought I was gonna get to sleep easy. My grandmother passed away and was buried today. It was expected. I was fine emotionally all day untill I went to sleep, My mind is racing and I really need to get to sleep. I took some valuim about 1/2 hour ago, lets see what happens. : )
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Its 4am here any one around ?
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Hey man, very sorry to hear about your grandmum. Just remember, no matter how long you've been expecting it, the grieving process only properly begins when it happens because no amount of expectance can prepare you for what happens. My thought are with you and your family.
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It's been a strange few days here. Although she was ill and it was best for her to pass it's very hard to face the finality of it all. Yesterday the whole family was at her house after the services and flashbacks of past years kept going through my head. I kept seeing her at the stove cooking and serving food, talking and smiling, sitting in her chair drinking her coffee out of the same cup she always used, holiday gatherings with other family members who are no longer with us as well. She spent 89 years touching the hearts of everyone she met and was the kindest, most loving and giving person I've ever known.
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My condolences.
Stromba, Valium is hit and miss with me as well...but I find it works if you take a moderate dose (7.5mg or less) with a drink or two. Technically, you shouldn't mix them, but in small amounts it's harmless and really does work; synergistic effect on those nights when you really want to sleep but can't.
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Mercy. I have been away from the site for some time and this news happens when I return. My biggest hugs for the both of you, your special girl and the rest of your family. Grandparents hold a most special spot in our hearts and memories. My grandfather has passed more than 25 years ago and he still visits me in my dreams. We seem to 'cope' during the days but when we are alone with our thoughts, emotions come through. I hope that I can give you a hug in person when I drop into Orlando for a show next week. May happy memories replace the pain that you are feeling right now. Love you both.
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