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Time to start the cutting diet. I was on a "bulking diet" since the beginning of NFL season and every weekend I had about 10 pizzas, wings, and so on. I have also stayed true to myself and have been off steroids, insulin, gh and so on for 5 months now. Thats pretty good for a guy that was on for 2 and a half years straight.
Didnt loose any weight since I have been off, I actually gained weight. That is due to the fact that I started eating tons of cals in fear of loosing size once I came off. My goal now is to lean down naturally and then maybe go back on test in a few months. It will only be 500-750mgs week and thats it. I went too far last time and I couldnt see that what I was doing was hurting my body. I was injecting 5-6 times a day, (test,slin,gh) and taking countless pills of winny, dbol, ephedrine and so on. I really had to take a step back and look at myself, it took sana yelling at me and my grandfather dieing to realize that I was out of control. My kidneys always had a dull ache, I was always catching colds, and I was putting my fist threw more doors and walls then I can remember.
My point in posting this is to maybe show some people that this life can be taken to far. Im lucky that I never got involved with rec drugs, and that I have such a great family and girlfriend, otherwise I would problly be dead or in jail.
So now here I sit drinking my water and eating my oatmeal feeling better then ever after being off for more then 5 months. Bodybuilding and the whole lifestyle is still very much my life but the main difference now is, I know whats really important. If you dont have your health and you dont have family then you have nothing!
Be safe and thanks for listening.
Didnt loose any weight since I have been off, I actually gained weight. That is due to the fact that I started eating tons of cals in fear of loosing size once I came off. My goal now is to lean down naturally and then maybe go back on test in a few months. It will only be 500-750mgs week and thats it. I went too far last time and I couldnt see that what I was doing was hurting my body. I was injecting 5-6 times a day, (test,slin,gh) and taking countless pills of winny, dbol, ephedrine and so on. I really had to take a step back and look at myself, it took sana yelling at me and my grandfather dieing to realize that I was out of control. My kidneys always had a dull ache, I was always catching colds, and I was putting my fist threw more doors and walls then I can remember.
My point in posting this is to maybe show some people that this life can be taken to far. Im lucky that I never got involved with rec drugs, and that I have such a great family and girlfriend, otherwise I would problly be dead or in jail.
So now here I sit drinking my water and eating my oatmeal feeling better then ever after being off for more then 5 months. Bodybuilding and the whole lifestyle is still very much my life but the main difference now is, I know whats really important. If you dont have your health and you dont have family then you have nothing!
Be safe and thanks for listening.
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