Confession

[Slashmonay]

Some of you know i posted a while ago about a girl i was seeing with a drug problem. Well ive still been seeing her and we both have become out of control. I cant get her to commit herself for some help. Im committing myself to a rehab today because i cant take it anymore and im destroying my body and my family is getting very worried. my mom found my gear and threw it all away, and im basicly going to crash from being on test for 4 months without PCT. I got a lot to look forward to huh....lol. anyways....anything is better then having a drug problem, so ill get better once im out. Sorry i didnt listen to you guys...I dont have very strong willpower. Especially short blonde chicks with fake boobs. I turned off my cell and i dont have anyone's number so i cant get in touch with anyone again. well im off to recovery and ill be back....good thing to take a little time off the gym anyway, i have so many damn injurys that havent healed. Peace guys...Do some heavy beastin in the gym for me :usausausa

[bad14u]

Damn Bro....hope it goes well for you! Better late than never I guess!

[Shibby]

Best of luck to you, I know how hard is to battle a drug addiction. If I were you I wouldn't only turn off your cell, but erase all the numbers in it also. You don't want any temptation.

[Bouncer]

i will believe it when i see it. i have seen more people on drugs talk about how there off to rehab and how its time to get back on track. 2 months later there doing the same shit. i have seen more friends and people i know die from that shit then i care to talk about. if you dont get off that shit i have no doubt i will be adding you to the list of people i knew that died. its a hard reality. now get your god damn head out of your ass and stop that shit. and if i ever hear you say, "boohoo i went to rehab but the urge was to strong" I will personaly find you and beat your little ass up and down the road.

now get better bro and stop destroying your life over some stupid blond girl that will be dead in a year. if you dont, you will be in the ground with her. your choice.

[Slashmonay]

thats the shit i need to hear. Yes ive said im going to stop many times, and havent..all i can do is try my best to stop. im leaviung now for inpatient. when i come out ill keep ya guys posted on how im doing...good luck

[bad14u]

i will believe it when i see it. i have seen more people on drugs talk about how there off to rehab and how its time to get back on track. 2 months later there doing the same shit. i have seen more friends and people i know die from that shit then i care to talk about. if you dont get off that shit i have no doubt i will be adding you to the list of people i knew that died. its a hard reality. now get your god damn head out of your ass and stop that shit. and if i ever hear you say, "boohoo i went to rehab but the urge was to strong" I will personaly find you and beat your little ass up and down the road.

now get better bro and stop destroying your life over some stupid blond girl that will be dead in a year. if you dont, you will be in the ground with her. your choice.

:bravonew:
Believe it or not Bouncer is dead on with that post! And it may be hard to believe but the best advice comes from a complete stranger because they don't know you and they usually don't care if you take the advice or not.

Now forget that bitch and get your shit together!

[num1son]

What were u addicted to and why did the rents blame gear, seems like two unrelated things

K

[beefcake]

What were u addicted to and why did the rents blame gear, seems like two unrelated things

K

He's addicted to coke. He was before and got clean, but being with her got him using again. I'm not going to copy what bad and bouncer said, so keep that in mind and stay focused on getting clean again. You need to start worrying about your life. Stay strong bro and we'll be waiting to here from you when you get back.

[num1son]

chix... yah stay away from them... I kinda believe that they almost cause more probs than anything else

K

[BBAddict]

Good luck man! I wish you the best and really hope you go through it--that shit leads nowhere but trouble (the girl and the coke!).

Bro, get clean and get back to taking care of your body right and we'll see you back here when you're ready to hit the iron again!

[JUICE]

hey good luck slashman. Hey when your out bro, just ditch the bitch bro, thats they nothing but trouble at least chicks like that. Just stay on your feet bro and keep away from that shit or like Bouncer said, I WILL go to and beat you up man :):):)

Good luck brother

[Gainward]

I dont know what your parents, friends ect... are like, but I can tell you from personal experience once you get out you have got to get away from anyone that is not completely clean. I never went to rehab, but I did have a close group of friends who all got involved with drugs right around the same time. I tried to quit a few times, but its just not possible if the people you call friends are still doing it.

I had to be total ass, and just tell them that I could not be around them at all anymore even if they were clean. I have not spoken to any of them in years, but I do know for a fact that at least 2 of them have been in and out of rehab a couple times. One stayed clean for a few months, but quickly started hangin out with same people again and now both of them would be better off dead than they are right now.

Its very hard, but you have got to leave any trace of that old life behind you when you get out and surround your self with people who dont believe in drugs. You need to be around people who are able to have fun with out it. On top of all of that you sure as hell do not need to be alone all the time.

Or hell you can do what ever you want to man thats just my 2c.

[pierced one]

Everyone above has said everything too true. From personal experiance, you need to go away weither it to rehab or just away and start over. you cant know anyone you knew before and you just need to look up and keep you head clear. That shit does you no good. It will be a battle FOREVER and after time you should build confidence in your abilities to reject it if you were put in a sticky situation.

now the chick...........................if she aint going to do the same kick her ass to the curb. If you two are in this shit togeather and she wants to clean up support her and you can both work this out togeather, it is sometimes easier that way.

If you are gonna do it, do it all the way. NO HALF ASSED rehab, that does you no good. you might as well not even go you will be worse when you relapse. get a clean head and a warm heart and trust the people who love you. listen to your parents and CLEAN friends, even if they are over exaggerating the situation, and piece it back togeather one step, one day, one month at a time. and before you know it you will be sober and on your way to a good healthy life.

ITS A BITCH BRO, you can do make it without that shit, we are all here for you.

[Puddles]

And after you get out you're gonna think you've got it kicked...you don't...you never will. It will be an ongoing battle for the rest of your life but it does get easier with time. Stay clean and be thankful for every day you get. You'll need to find things that fill your life with joy instead of getting high. True joy, deep down in your heart.

Wishing you the best!

[mastakillah]

hey man, be ready for the depression that will set in after crashing off the gear. Never done gear myself, but i heard thats the hardest part about stopping.

As far as the coke, i have a good friend thats addicted, he's a diabetic and shoots insulin 6 or7 times a day so he figured "hey, since i have the needles already..." i suppose you can figure out the rest. you should know that shit is nasty as hell and hampers bb gains like nothing else. that should be enough to make you quit that shit.