NEW Painting -- 4/3/06

[lxorl]

yeah... i have already thought of that..

my tren is slowing me down right now... i dont have any urges what so ever, but im still functional... well as of last week I was.

Awesome painting Bro! If you do go to the doc and get some meds make sure you get the ones without the sexual side affects. Nothing worse than being happy and having no sexual desire!

[trip]

lx,

Hey, man, did not know you were on tren, and best bet, tren with no test.

And you're going through all of this emotional stuff.

Best Bet, alot of the sad stuff is coming from a combo of both, which makes how you would normally feel about this stuff different, which confuses you more, cause you think your doin stuff right and still feeling bad.

think it through carefully

good luck
you know where i'm at

[trip]

one more thing, bro'

if it's affecting your eating and your on as, cortisol will skyrocket, which makes you feel like crap

try and get all your portein and meals in

good lcu

[lxorl]

edited to PM

[lxorl]

i have not yet, but hope to someday....

i am just picky about what i thinik will make a cool painting..... lots of cool photos dont equal a good painting.

also they take forever, so i need to figure out how to price them so im not wasting my time.

Well?

[DS-COUSIN]

Ixorl:

Meds may be the best thing to get you through this lull or maybe even just to take them regularly. THere is nothing to be ashamed about. My Dad & Mom have been on celexa and Lexapro. My sister also has had issues in the past where she has used medication to get her through a sixth month span of trying times. You have nothing to lose, but all to gain.

Hell, even my lady used some anti-depressents for a fews.

Good luck Ixorl...

DS

[hlcn8]

i did a lot of artwork back in the day, i stopped because i can't make anything that looks that good... good work bro.
as far as depression meds, send me a PM, i've had a rough life, so to speak, and have run the gamut of shitty dr.'s, people who don't understand shit, and obviously the side effects of different meds. i'd be more than happy to talk with you about these things, offer insight and advice, etc. i've done enough research for 10 people...
as far as that goes, if anyone else on this board needs a little advice i can't promise to be the guru and answer-all, but i can promise to be understanding and helpful. i just think it's a waste to have gone through everything i have and not be able to share it, maybe make it easier for others. when i started through my dark times i didn't have anyone to talk to, and i wish i did. i want to close that circle...
...end cheesy rant...