My old friends, I need your prayers, my father has passed.

[Lmg2701]

How many years apart are you and your brothers?

49-25, I'm the youngest.

[Bouncer]

hey lmg, not to take anything away from you but, a guy at my gym lost his wife to cancer 4 years ago and just this past weekend his 21 year old daughter collapsed and died on the floor.

my point is that things could be much worse. you have been in a shitty way for along time now. its ok to grieve but be careful how far you take it. you need to move on and enjoy your life and not turn this grieving process into a lifelong depression.