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i turned 40 yesterday .. time since i had kids just seems to go by at such a pace . this has been what turnin 40 means to me
my oldest turns 16 in may wtf it hit me when she told my wife she wished i would spend more time with her we use to hang out all the time .
i have been caught up with my own shit and need to pull back .. the very reason why the nationals this year will probably be my last show . its also reason why i have not become a prospect for the hells angels . the club comes first my family and my marriage couldnt survive that .. had a friend just start prospecting for new roc ha -- i love the hells angels but not willin to put my family aside but will always be a stron supporter !!! i am in a good space with my wife i have put her through enough with some of the things i have done --
my goal at 40 is to be a better dad , better husband less selfish i couldnt ask for a better wife she is so fucking good to me !! i need to slow my life down a touch so i can enjoy there lives , i need to tell them i love them more , i need to be better at controlling my anger , my hatred ,
if i died today i would so with regrets and thats not putting in enough quality time with my family , my girls , things i swore i would do because its something i grew up with out
i need to call and see my dad more , i need to set my anger aside and speak to my mother , my sister , my older brother
i have been reflecting on things as of late and need to change some things i dont do !!
i tell it like it is in life , if your an asshole i will tell you soo , i am a very open and honest guy and will always speak whats on my mind regardless of how its taken good or bad i dont give a fuck !!!! soo i am an asshole for some of the things i do and have done
i take responsibilities for my actions and ways and will not push them off on others .. time for me to step up and put me aside for a while so when i die i have no regrets regarding my family
my oldest turns 16 in may wtf it hit me when she told my wife she wished i would spend more time with her we use to hang out all the time .
i have been caught up with my own shit and need to pull back .. the very reason why the nationals this year will probably be my last show . its also reason why i have not become a prospect for the hells angels . the club comes first my family and my marriage couldnt survive that .. had a friend just start prospecting for new roc ha -- i love the hells angels but not willin to put my family aside but will always be a stron supporter !!! i am in a good space with my wife i have put her through enough with some of the things i have done --
my goal at 40 is to be a better dad , better husband less selfish i couldnt ask for a better wife she is so fucking good to me !! i need to slow my life down a touch so i can enjoy there lives , i need to tell them i love them more , i need to be better at controlling my anger , my hatred ,
if i died today i would so with regrets and thats not putting in enough quality time with my family , my girls , things i swore i would do because its something i grew up with out
i need to call and see my dad more , i need to set my anger aside and speak to my mother , my sister , my older brother
i have been reflecting on things as of late and need to change some things i dont do !!
i tell it like it is in life , if your an asshole i will tell you soo , i am a very open and honest guy and will always speak whats on my mind regardless of how its taken good or bad i dont give a fuck !!!! soo i am an asshole for some of the things i do and have done
i take responsibilities for my actions and ways and will not push them off on others .. time for me to step up and put me aside for a while so when i die i have no regrets regarding my family
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