ART OF WAR

[Bouncer]

dna, you been on ps3 recently? when was the last time he log in?

[ROCKETW19]

call him and tell him if he is back on drugs i will beat the piss out of skinny nerd.

and Ill kick him in his leg so hard he wont be able to walk for a week.

[dna9488]

dna, you been on ps3 recently? when was the last time he log in?

Ya i was on earlier. Your ass hasn't been on in like 4 days. His ass wasn't on fr like 11 days I think. It was definitely over a week.

[dna9488]

and Ill kick him in his leg so hard he wont be able to walk for a week.

NO! Double leg take down and get him in a crucifix :D

[Bouncer]

Ya i was on earlier. Your ass hasn't been on in like 4 days. His ass wasn't on fr like 11 days I think. It was definitely over a week.

he is either back on drugs, in jail, in rehab, or worse...

[dna9488]

he is either back on drugs, in jail, in rehab, or worse...

Anything is possible. I remember him telling me he joined the military. Its possible he already left for boot camp. He was telling me how much SARMS was working for him and how he loved it.

[Bouncer]

Anything is possible. I remember him telling me he joined the military. Its possible he already left for boot camp. He was telling me how much SARMS was working for him and how he loved it.

no, they wouldnt take him in the military cause of a few problems he had. :noo:

[Konitz]

I was gonna meet up with in the summer go to some boston spots; guess not now...

[dfc]

he had a while b4 the military thing last time we spoke he said he was doing fine but his close friends were having some legal issues he was worried about so i hope he didnt get caught up in anything i tried again and no one picked up his phone so,if he was back on drugs he would pick up for me he knows i had a past with that shit i told him to keep staying away he kept thinking about it but i dont think thats why hes not on here. something must have happened we spoke alot and i havent heard from him in a week or so.??

[Timma]

He's out getting pussy. Would you guys leave him alone? Last week he told me he snagged some young poon.

[the art of war]

hey fellas - I'm good, fell down the rabbit hole over the winter break but I knew within a day that the only way for this to stop is cut out everyone (as B has been bitching about for months now, he's right) - I'm hanging out with my dude who I spar with, getting my head back in school (criminal law is pretty cool actually) - and most importantly, I've got my head devoted back to my goals for lifting ... this is my true life saver. I met with a doc and I get once a month shots that block opiate receptors - I couldn't get a nod if I wanted to. This gives me a chance to focus on what will move my life forward, it's all to easy to slip and I won't risk it anymore - call it weak willed I don't mind, it's always been my choice, and I've made a lot of stupid ones.
Now I have a chance to not have to worry about using, it wouldn't make a difference if I did, I'd rather buy some vials of test :D. It's gonna take a person like me months to really get away from cravings - I know this first hand, so in the mean time I've set up a fail safe and made sure I filled my life with the few good people, the gym, and my classes. Thanks for checking in.

oh btw - timma is right, the poons been good :hibb: I do feel prety dirty - hooked up with a stripper lmao :D HIGH FIVE!.

[Bouncer]

good to hear you ok!

[blm]

A coworker of mine had back surgery and got put on pain pills; h got addicted and after his recovery he started using as recreation. He finally kicked the habit with a lot of help from the opiate blockers. He tried a couple of times to use but he didn't get high so he abandoned the thought and has been good ever since...3yrs ago.

Stick with it man. All the shit is NO GOOD!

[the art of war]

A coworker of mine had back surgery and got put on pain pills; h got addicted and after his recovery he started using as recreation. He finally kicked the habit with a lot of help from the opiate blockers. He tried a couple of times to use but he didn't get high so he abandoned the thought and has been good ever since...3yrs ago.

Stick with it man. All the shit is NO GOOD!

Thanks bro - it's hard to admit you still don't have enough self control, so I'm just glad the blocker is taken care of now. Only time away from the people I used to associate with and filling my life with the right things (which I am doing now) will give me the chance I need to turn it around for good. I didn't want to be on suboxen, for some people it's a life saver, I'm not opposed to that if you cannot control your use - but I've been in outpatient for 3 years before, and it didn't really change me at all, just was like legal dope w/methadone. Coming off of that I had NO idea how to live, I kept having runs of "shit I got it this time" just to fall back with my old crew and be back down the tubes. This time, no numbers, told my old friends I have to lay low now and focus on school and lifting, and that also, there will never be a time when I will be ever to use "one more time" - I told them that that simply does not exist for me.

Honestly it's tough to admit this, because I've kept going up and down - but now with the blocker and with some solid things in my life to keep me on track I'm very encouraged. I can't wait till when I can wake up and not think about it all the time, I've been working wiht a therapist for that and some PTSD issues - thanks again.

[bigscott]

Thanks bro - it's hard to admit you still don't have enough self control, so I'm just glad the blocker is taken care of now. Only time away from the people I used to associate with and filling my life with the right things (which I am doing now) will give me the chance I need to turn it around for good. I didn't want to be on suboxen, for some people it's a life saver, I'm not opposed to that if you cannot control your use - but I've been in outpatient for 3 years before, and it didn't really change me at all, just was like legal dope w/methadone. Coming off of that I had NO idea how to live, I kept having runs of "shit I got it this time" just to fall back with my old crew and be back down the tubes. This time, no numbers, told my old friends I have to lay low now and focus on school and lifting, and that also, there will never be a time when I will be ever to use "one more time" - I told them that that simply does not exist for me.

Honestly it's tough to admit this, because I've kept going up and down - but now with the blocker and with some solid things in my life to keep me on track I'm very encouraged. I can't wait till when I can wake up and not think about it all the time, I've been working wiht a therapist for that and some PTSD issues - thanks again.

just give me your address and i will come beat the shit out of you everytime you think of jumping the fence :)