Is Art of War on Ambien?

[Bouncer]

sorry to hear all that shit is happening bro.

[Timma]

Not to be an ass....But does ANYTHING good happen in your life?

Yes he's gets some hot pink from time to time.

[Konitz]

yeah it's gotten real bad because I've had some fucked up shit go on in my life - majority of which I haven't felt the need to share with anyone, let alone a forum bro. I'm pretty light hearted and I like to joke around but right now honestly life is very difficult, you know you tell me "cut these people off" do this do that... guess what, I've done that, and in the midst of doing that I've been losing old friends like crazy - my family is spinning out of control and the rest of the shit I'm not even bringing up. (By losing friends, I mean losing as in you saying "he's probably dead", they aren't coming back). So take it down a notch bro, shits tough right now every penny I get I'm saving to try to get a good nutritionalist and trainer, my brain is in the right place, just cannot fucking sleep dealing with shit.

Not to be an asshole; even though that's what most people call someone that speaks their mind but I have just a couples things about this post that bother me.

First off, These friends you are losing; ask yourself are they really your friends? Or are they just trying to hold you down on their level so they don't feel so bad when they see others succeed? I had a similar thing happen when my friends started getting heavy into drugs; I chose to cut them off, yes at first it hurt to watch all my friends disappear but soon you meet knew people with interests of your own and you never look back.

I can't say anything about your family; for me that is an area I never understood and probably never will.

Lastly, why waste your money on a nutritionist and a trainer; if you can kick the drugs you obviously have enough willpower to accomplish goals; all you need to do is get a book with nutritional breakdowns of foods and start at a base line and adjust from there as necessary to achieve your goals. In regards to training just go in there take all these problems in your life and use them as a tool to train harder. Bring in a book write down your reps and weights and set goals.

[the art of war]

Not to be an ass....But does ANYTHING good happen in your life?

not bein an ass at all - yeah bro, but look at like this - I chose a shit lifestyle for a long ass time, shit friends, shit for just about everything. A lot of it is coming back to bite me in the ass, and not sleeping has just amplified it to me. The real shock to me was when my friend tyler OD'd the other week - NOT ONE of my friends had a clue he even had touched a drug, dude barely had a beer... and he OD's huffin dust off ... that shit i mean bro, that's just beyond me. I try to keep this shit out of the board for the most part but i mean what the hell, im not very open anymore and I'm not joking when I say I cut out 90% of my friends, it sucks to be alone a lot and then you just hear one thing bad after another. emo vent over, must sound like a fucking pussy.

Not to be an asshole; even though that's what most people call someone that speaks their mind but I have just a couples things about this post that bother me.

First off, These friends you are losing; ask yourself are they really your friends? Or are they just trying to hold you down on their level so they don't feel so bad when they see others succeed? I had a similar thing happen when my friends started getting heavy into drugs; I chose to cut them off, yes at first it hurt to watch all my friends disappear but soon you meet knew people with interests of your own and you never look back.

I can't say anything about your family; for me that is an area I never understood and probably never will.

Lastly, why waste your money on a nutritionist and a trainer; if you can kick the drugs you obviously have enough willpower to accomplish goals; all you need to do is get a book with nutritional breakdowns of foods and start at a base line and adjust from there as necessary to achieve your goals. In regards to training just go in there take all these problems in your life and use them as a tool to train harder. Bring in a book write down your reps and weights and set goals.

I can only answer the last question - because I have cut those friends out, my family I'm not getting into.

I am looking into nutritionalists because I have a few specific goals and I would like to try something more personal and consult someone who knows more than I do. Training, I'm just a deadlift and squat rack trainer - so I want to vary shit up a little - I'm not doing this method for ever, and if it doesn't work out... it didn't work out. Let me also make this clear: you say "if you can kick the drugs you obviously have enough willpower to accomplish goals" - I have kicked aside my addiction, but it has taken me months to finally listen and kick EVERYONE involved in rec drugs to the side PERIOD. I have not been an angel, I've made poor choices, including using other (while lesser) drugs... it's not been frequent but it's been done, wish I hadn't but I will man up to it. It's tough for me to say it - but living w/out daily drug use (even addiction when times were rock bottom) to now living where I have to cope with emotions, cope with life, there are parts of me bro that simply haven't grown up and need too.

Hope this helps clear it, dunno what else to say, I made my choices I'll accept what comes but something like sleep that I simply cannot help - just leave that alone for now fellas.

[Bouncer]

not bein an ass at all - yeah bro, but look at like this - I chose a shit lifestyle for a long ass time, shit friends, shit for just about everything. A lot of it is coming back to bite me in the ass, and not sleeping has just amplified it to me. The real shock to me was when my friend tyler OD'd the other week - NOT ONE of my friends had a clue he even had touched a drug, dude barely had a beer... and he OD's huffin dust off ... that shit i mean bro, that's just beyond me. I try to keep this shit out of the board for the most part but i mean what the hell, im not very open anymore and I'm not joking when I say I cut out 90% of my friends, it sucks to be alone a lot and then you just hear one thing bad after another. emo vent over, must sound like a fucking pussy.




I can only answer the last question - because I have cut those friends out, my family I'm not getting into.

I am looking into nutritionalists because I have a few specific goals and I would like to try something more personal and consult someone who knows more than I do. Training, I'm just a deadlift and squat rack trainer - so I want to vary shit up a little - I'm not doing this method for ever, and if it doesn't work out... it didn't work out. Let me also make this clear: you say "if you can kick the drugs you obviously have enough willpower to accomplish goals" - I have kicked aside my addiction, but it has taken me months to finally listen and kick EVERYONE involved in rec drugs to the side PERIOD. I have not been an angel, I've made poor choices, including using other (while lesser) drugs... it's not been frequent but it's been done, wish I hadn't but I will man up to it. It's tough for me to say it - but living w/out daily drug use (even addiction when times were rock bottom) to now living where I have to cope with emotions, cope with life, there are parts of me bro that simply haven't grown up and need too.

Hope this helps clear it, dunno what else to say, I made my choices I'll accept what comes but something like sleep that I simply cannot help - just leave that alone for now fellas.

sounds like you moving in the right direction bro. just keep moving forward no matter how bumpy the road.

[NewbieChris]

I think this thread just need a:



big gay hug...

[the art of war]

so gay. unreal.

[mofo]

I think this thread just need a:

big gay hug...

go ahead. please initiate that with all the men on this forum. you won't last a second.

[NewbieChris]

go ahead. please initiate that with all the men on this forum. you won't last a second.

The only ones I have seen a picture of are BigScott Mr. I and Rado and they are all tiny. :)

[dna9488]

The only ones I have seen a picture of are BigScott Mr. I and Rado and they are all tiny. :)

WAIT WAIT WAIT... You think Big Scott is tiny?

You're wrong my friend, he's big. He's 280lbs in the off season. So imagine walkin in the mall and seeing a 280lb man comin toward you. You wouldn't say he's small.

I admit, Scott is no Jay Cutler or Ronnie Coleman, but saying he is tiny is inaccurate.

In my old gym, there is this natural bodybuilder that competes under 200lbs on stage. Off season he's around 230-240, and I've seen him train. Being able to talk to him and seeing him 1 foot away from me is insane. Not small at all, thick as shit.

I wouldn't judge Mr. I, i haven't seen that many pics of him, so i'll leave him out. I've talked to him outside the board and he's as dedicated as can get.

Now Rado, he isn't big and he isn't tiny. He's definitely got size and strength.

How big are you again Chris? 190lbs at 15% body fat?

[NewbieChris]

WAIT WAIT WAIT... You think Big Scott is tiny?

You're wrong my friend, he's big. He's 280lbs in the off season. So imagine walkin in the mall and seeing a 280lb man comin toward you. You wouldn't say he's small.

I admit, Scott is no Jay Cutler or Ronnie Coleman, but saying he is tiny is inaccurate.

In my old gym, there is this natural bodybuilder that competes under 200lbs on stage. Off season he's around 230-240, and I've seen him train. Being able to talk to him and seeing him 1 foot away from me is insane. Not small at all, thick as shit.

I wouldn't judge Mr. I, i haven't seen that many pics of him, so i'll leave him out. I've talked to him outside the board and he's as dedicated as can get.

Now Rado, he isn't big and he isn't tiny. He's definitely got size and strength.

How big are you again Chris? 190lbs at 15% body fat?

DNA, you missed the :). Where is ur pipe, i think you need a break.

[dna9488]

DNA, you missed the :). Where is ur pipe, i think you need a break.

sorry dude, just saying keep Scott and Mr. I out of it. They're good guys.

Now Rado, you can joke with him, he's cool and he doesn't care.

Dude its this Calc II. I don't like not understanding what i am studying.

on top of that my upper back and traps are sore. DNA not so cheerful and jolly right now. When tomorrow rolls around, i'll give you a hug :)


So i apologize

[mofo]

The only ones I have seen a picture of are BigScott Mr. I and Rado and they are all tiny. :)

and yet they all have women...

[the art of war]

lol - wow - btw when you put in rado's height to the equation I'd say dude's swole, plus he consistently updates his pics to prove he's putting the work in. I saw the smile NC, but your posts make as much sense as mine do at 4am, so fuck if i know what a smiley face means lol.

[the art of war]

sorry dude, just saying keep Scott and Mr. I out of it. They're good guys.

Now Rado, you can joke with him, he's cool and he doesn't care.

Dude its this Calc II. I don't like not understanding what i am studying.

on top of that my upper back and traps are sore. DNA not so cheerful and jolly right now. When tomorrow rolls around, i'll give you a hug :)


So i apologize

:rofl: - let me know how hugging NC is - I doubt you're even his type :ghey: