My bad

[the art of war]

it was my gym saving money bro - I've never used a bank, I think I had an account once when my family set one up as a child.

As for doctors ... I've seen things my whole life bro - it's just part of the gig , you remember before pics i showed you ? That's legit what its like not to see things, those meds ruined me now maybe their are advancements, but christ just listen to side affects of half these meds. "Side affects, depression, increased anxiety, death" .............. ???? Wtf .... lol

[Bouncer]

it was my gym saving money bro - I've never used a bank, I think I had an account once when my family set one up as a child.

As for doctors ... I've seen things my whole life bro - it's just part of the gig , you remember before pics i showed you ? That's legit what its like not to see things, those meds ruined me now maybe their are advancements, but christ just listen to side affects of half these meds. "Side affects, depression, increased anxiety, death" .............. ???? Wtf .... lol

well start using a bank. you saw the result of not using one.. i dont need to lecture you anymore..

as for the doc and drugs.. i hear ya. so do like i said, feed your body the healthy nutrients it needs to give you the best that it can.

more importantly is getting your mind set right. i think it is imposable to do that where you are living now.

[the art of war]

yeah, luckily i got another job that I should get 50 hours a week - so quickly i can make back enough ot at least move out, so much for a gym though, that fucking stings but honestly i havent even thought much about it due to everything else.

[Bouncer]

you can even do upper body in the gym?

[the art of war]

I'm going to see a specialist - it has to do with a blood circulation issue now with my left leg , the foot looses its pulse like almost all together after i tried to lift again.... it was freaky

[mofo]

meep meep.

[the art of war]

haha nommaa

[the art of war]

here you have it perfectly - I'm 100% alert, and hypo manic - anyone who talks to me knows im not drunk or high or any of that shit , I just am trying to get SOME sleep - 2 hours till work, I don't think I should at this point honestly ? If i even could i'd wake up worse wouldn't i ? I really have no clue on thesethigns

[Mr I]

are you taking any drugs at all? Are you off cycle?

[the art of war]

are you taking any drugs at all? Are you off cycle?

my boss told me to take morning shift off when he looked at me lmao , I got some bags going under the ol eyes.

I take xanax as needed, I've never found that to be needed more than 3 times in a bad week, but doctors here love to right scripts man lol, if we have nuclear war, I'm good for the first few years. That's all I'll take - ssri / snri - both make me dangerous , I tried to kill one kid in college and took a good crew to restrain me from harming myself also , shit makes me nuttier than squirrel shit.

I've been off any and all anti psychotics for over year and half - thank god.

I just want to sleep man, just want to shut my eyes and fucking sleep.

[Mr I]

When did you finish your last cycle? What pct did you do?

[Bouncer]

When did you finish your last cycle? What pct did you do?

he came off like a month ago i think. just about the time where coming off the tren really through me for a loop..

not saying AOW doesnt have other issues but the tren thing has to be playing a part.

[the art of war]

my bad - I came off tren e 7 weeks ago, same as test. never had probs with em. tren made me hungry as a horse and sweat , plus my tasted like licking a flag pole , but nah no probs sleeping , and before that I had wicked bad insomnia for a while.

[Bouncer]

my bad - I came off tren e 7 weeks ago, same as test. never had probs with em. tren made me hungry as a horse and sweat , plus my tasted like licking a flag pole , but nah no probs sleeping , and before that I had wicked bad insomnia for a while.

bro sorry but you have had so many issues for so long you dont know what the hell is going on. tren could be playing a major role in your general state of mind and you say "never had a problem with em"...

think about the last 3 months for you.. not been so hot ehh?

[the art of war]

touche