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I was diagnosed awhile back after confronting some shit from back in the day - but while I've seen every physical / mental problem arise - I haven't ever been honest to counsellors i was more or less forced into seeing either court or family shit - i never was willing to get into it accept that shit had happened and now it's fucked me up okay whatever fuck it.
Made an appointment with the specialist down in boston so that I can make progress I need to stop living like this shit just is what it is - people can find some solid help, i just need to get over the fact i need it now more than ever with school. It sucks feeling like a lil bitch but fuck it - anyone who knows me knows what I'm about, and reality I don't give a fuck if it's looked at weird cuz it's for my good and anyone who wants to try to make that a joke can suck my nuts.
I don't know why but one of the hardest things i've done and I'm willing to say i get it , I push nerves and my shit is kinda cooked good amount of the time - im not gonna ignore the logic of person after person telling me to really get to the cause, and that a good specialist will help. I get it's gonna be good for my life overall - I'll be honest and open about whatever, it's sealed nothing can happen, and I haven't ever done that once in my life - some points I've always drawn the line - I hate this concept but it's hard to ignore the problems.
Made an appointment with the specialist down in boston so that I can make progress I need to stop living like this shit just is what it is - people can find some solid help, i just need to get over the fact i need it now more than ever with school. It sucks feeling like a lil bitch but fuck it - anyone who knows me knows what I'm about, and reality I don't give a fuck if it's looked at weird cuz it's for my good and anyone who wants to try to make that a joke can suck my nuts.
I don't know why but one of the hardest things i've done and I'm willing to say i get it , I push nerves and my shit is kinda cooked good amount of the time - im not gonna ignore the logic of person after person telling me to really get to the cause, and that a good specialist will help. I get it's gonna be good for my life overall - I'll be honest and open about whatever, it's sealed nothing can happen, and I haven't ever done that once in my life - some points I've always drawn the line - I hate this concept but it's hard to ignore the problems.