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I have PTSD and I got in some trouble with a flashback, snapped and got in an altercation. I've always thought I'm just a drug addict I'm not really depressed - well, I finally trusted him and 3 weeks ago I went on an SSRI. Before this , I had scripts for xanax and valium for accute panic attacks and social anxiety. I put that shit down and I feel like a normal person for the first time since before i was 10 years old and all that shit went down. I'm just really fuckin happy to not be needing any narcotics and to have stability - i know it's just a post about my own life n shit but a lot of you have seen me go up and down and through all the bullshit. I'm registered for spring semester to finish college for chemistry and psychology in the mean time I"m taking your advice B eating and living clean and staying clean. I haven't had a cigg in a week! :weights:
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thanks brah, I was getting worried sooner or later I'd abuse the benzos and be back shooting fucking H again. I'll always fight that shit but the obsession has REALLY lifted a lot on my 3rd week on SSRI. I don't have that hopeless feeling and the flashbacks while they are real shitty I don't flip the fuck out.Comment
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Serotonin regulators are a godsend for many many people. I've used them during different parts of my life, and they work.Comment
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Good job bro... glad to hear things are looking up!!Comment
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damn homie dropping all that shit at one time! good for you bro. most will never know what it is like and they are lucky. keep fighting you got it.Originally posted by the art of war View PostComment
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seen this sort of post about 10 times over the years from ya bro. glad your working on the issues, lets not take 10 steps backs this time though.Comment
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yeh bro it's been a real struggle to stay consistent but I won't ever quit bro.Comment
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Good, good, good. I don't care if this is your 100th post about it and 1,000th trip down the same lane. As long as your are progressing, then that's great and I HOPE this is your last trip. I've seen many different sides of you. I've stayed up til 5 o'clock in the morning trying to talk sense into you some days, and other days you've pissed me off so bad I can't stand you :fight: I want the best for you, really. I'm glad you're working on you. Lord knows nobody else is going to do the work for you. ;)Comment
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And that's why I got so much love for ya, very few people have stuck w me and i dont blame em !!!Originally posted by FitnessBrat View Post
The more I learn about what's wrong w me the more I can tackle my probs. It's the giving up and oh woah is me my life sucks blah blah bullshit I won't tolerate from myself - everyone has a hard life - accept people with suga mommas *cough*. No excuses, it's on me.
btw FB have you seen cabin in the woods ? I was just thinking about our shared love affair of horror movies and that one is wicked good.Comment
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Originally posted by the art of war View Post
I haven't! I haven't seen a horror movie in ages :( I'm definitely going to check that one out :thumup:Comment
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It's unlike anything I've ever seen. Very original plot , you will love it :) !Comment
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i downloaded cabin in the woods the other day after seeing great reviews. will watch this weekend.Comment
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it's wicked good - real original. Lmk what you think brahComment
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Only matters what I think. We are pals in horror and Bouncer is just going to hide under the covers anyway.Originally posted by the art of war View PostComment
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