In the hospital

[chuckz28]

Man you were all fucked up bro. Once they get that cyst out and get your fracture fixed up added to all the rest you've had you'll feel like a million bucks.

[Bouncer]

Turns out it wasn't a cist. Just microfracture. Shows you fuckers how tough I am. I been training with this shit for years. The fracture itself is probably healed. The main issue is getting the muscles around it to unlock and stop causing constant spasm. Botox and cortisone should calm and relaxed the nerves allowing blood and oxygen to truly heal the area.

[chuckz28]

It shows sebaceous cyst on your medical report post 214 under diagnosis. Are they renigging on that?

[Bouncer]

It's there but it's not what had anything to do with the pain. It's the micro fracture and subsequent muscle tightness due to that trying to support the fractured area. They were originally thinking the cist itself was causing the pain.

[Keiser]

What was your name on his board?

Was never there. I was on Elite and Massmonsterz. I just knew of the GearedUP story.

[redback]

I agree with everything said above about opiates. Highly addictive and dangerous, be careful.

[rado]

Talk about hitting a brick wall going at 100mph bro. You certainly were living a bit too fast that it came to a halt, like that!

Watch the pain meds dude, watch them.

[Bouncer]

Here you guys 100%. Agree 100%. Soon as I get injections to relax the spasms and allow the nerve to calm down the meds stop. So should be a matter of a few weeks. Should be hearing from the doc about injection appointment in the next few days.

[rado]

If I were you, I'd stay off everything for 6 monhts or longer. No need for deca or any other shit, clean out your system and relax for once. Not sure what you need to prove to others who see you or not, cleanse yourself.

don't go and find justification as to why you need anything right now, don't. The mere fact of being pumped by ivs and other shit should be enough for you to give it a break for a bit.

I know you're gonna do otherwise but that's probably the best advice you need.

[Bouncer]

Can't argue with that brother. Your not wrong. My only concern would be that since I'm already a bit mentally down from going through all of this, to drop my hormone levels down to nothing will add yet one more mental hardship to deal with. I've been on so long you know I'll crash real hard and having super low hormone levels will slow recovery as well. I was thinking more along the lines of hrt rather than complete crash.

[rado]

Can't argue with that brother. Your not wrong. My only concern would be that since I'm already a bit mentally down from going through all of this, to drop my hormone levels down to nothing will add yet one more mental hardship to deal with. I've been on so long you know I'll crash real hard and having super low hormone levels will slow recovery as well. I was thinking more along the lines of hrt rather than complete crash.

Bro, it's mostly mental come on dude. YOU can control your mental issues.

Would you rather cope with the mental part for a month until you're doing ok and get by it or crash again like you did and be it more lengthy or permanent? The decision should be obvious.

Take time off, period...GET OFF EVERYTHING, PERIOD


PILLS, AS, KRATOM, etc....let your body come back to normal for once and you're still relatively young. So your recovery would be faster than people like me.

You're being an idiot and stubborn, hence what got you in that spot in the first place.

But just my thoughts nigg:)

[rado]

You've conquered many things in life good or bad. Can you conquer your own self mentally or physically?

I challenge you bro;)and I mean that. Be smart

[Bouncer]

hormones are powerful substances brother. to completly come off everything after years of being on would be more of a crash than just a mental one brother. i get what your saying though. i'll lower the dose to trt levels and not use anything else like kratom. but i think dropping my hormones to zero at the moment would be a bad move physically. to have low test levels is not healthy either. why do you think old people take forever to heal? their hormone levels are next to nothing.

any other thoughts on this guys? drop hormones to nothing or stay on trt levels to avoid total crash while I'm recovering?

[rado]

hormones are powerful substances brother. to completly come off everything after years of being on would be more of a crash than just a mental one brother. i get what your saying though. i'll lower the dose to trt levels and not use anything else like kratom. but i think dropping my hormones to zero at the moment would be a bad move physically. to have low test levels is not healthy either.

any other thoughts on this guys? drop hormones to nothing or stay on trt levels to avoid total crash while I'm recovering?

Most will tell you to stay on lol...that's like going to an AA meeting and asking them if you should just drink one bottle of beer to not crash
..well guess what the answer will be:retard::wave:

Ask the doc, they know their shit...no bro retard science :D

[Bouncer]

I'd like to hear from people that aren't "juice heads" on the subject. scrum, turbo, moochie, and the others, thoughts? should i stay on trt levels or totally stop?