Insomnia

[boricuarage79]

Some fucking bullshit... almost 4am and can't sleep for shit...
Mind is racing and anxious cause I wana sleep...
I won't smoke cause I will wake up in middle of the night with panic attacks..
Maybe I should jerk off

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[Bouncer]

Steroids aren't for you my friend. Way too mentally weak. Let me guess you're going to deny it's aas related. Anxiety only gonna get worse and soon you'll be posting ER pics talking about benzos and shit. Not everyone was cut out to be a Spartans. World needs goat hurders as well.

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[docgreen77]

Are you on tren? I have insomnia too. But when I’m on tren, it’s multiplied 5x. Dude insomnia sucks sweaty balls. I can turn off all of the lights. But it seems like I can pick out something in the dark. Then I’m focusing on that. I don’t worry until about day 4-5. Then after about 5-6, I wished that I had weed. But I don’t smoke. And I won’t take a sleeping pill either. I feel ya brother


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[boricuarage79]

Steroids aren't for you my friend. Way too mentally weak. Let me guess you're going to deny it's aas related. Anxiety only gonna get worse and soon you'll be posting ER pics talking about benzos and shit. Not everyone was cut out to be a Spartans. World needs goat hurders as well.

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Nah.

I don't take such filth



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[boricuarage79]

Are you on tren? I have insomnia too. But when I’m on tren, it’s multiplied 5x. Dude insomnia sucks sweaty balls. I can turn off all of the lights. But it seems like I can pick out something in the dark. Then I’m focusing on that. I don’t worry until about day 4-5. Then after about 5-6, I wished that I had weed. But I don’t smoke. And I won’t take a sleeping pill either. I feel ya brother


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Nope. PTSD related. Can't do tren.

Done it 3x and every time it gets worse

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[docgreen77]

I hear ya


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[Bouncer]

Nah.

I don't take such filth



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Seriously though. Have you seen an uptick in stress/insomnia since going back on?

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[boricuarage79]

Seriously though. Have you seen an uptick in stress/insomnia since going back on?

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Bout 50/50.. have days I'm asleep by 1100 wake up at 630am full of energy.
Some days I wake up in night terrors
Heart beat like 200
Haven't smokes in a few days tho.
Benzos do cause insomnia when tapering off.

It's also memorial weekend so I was having flashbacks of all my battle buddies getting killed.

Did nap for 2 hours yesterday.



Anything is possible.

Could be the low carb diet as well cause I'm hungry as in the evening since I started. Last meal no carbs

Don't think it's the gear.

Especially test only

Stress is every day life for me

Slept light around 5am woke up at 9... did cardio upon waking

Then quads after I ate..

Had bunch of energy as soon as I started my first set


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[Bouncer]

Bout 50/50.. have days I'm asleep by 1100 wake up at 630am full of energy.
Some days I wake up in night terrors
Heart beat like 200
Haven't smokes in a few days tho.
Benzos do cause insomnia when tapering off.

It's also memorial weekend so I was having flashbacks of all my battle buddies getting killed.

Did nap for 2 hours yesterday.



Anything is possible.

Could be the low carb diet as well cause I'm hungry as in the evening since I started. Last meal no carbs

Don't think it's the gear.

Especially test only

Stress is every day life for me

Slept light around 5am woke up at 9... did cardio upon waking

Then quads after I ate..

Had bunch of energy as soon as I started my first set


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when's the last time you and your girl got out of your neighborhood? go rent a car or take a train to the German country side. rent a house in the mountains for a weekend. grill, go swimming etc..

you can't sit in an apartment watching netflix all day and expect anything else besides anxiety. you gotta breath the fucken air bro. live nigga!

[boricuarage79]

when's the last time you and your girl got out of your neighborhood? go rent a car or take a train to the German country side. rent a house in the mountains for a weekend. grill, go swimming etc..



you can't sit in an apartment watching netflix all day and expect anything else besides anxiety. you gotta breath the fucken air bro. live nigga!

Last week nigga. We always out on weekends.

Netflix what's that? Barely watch it or touch the xbox

Got the son this weekn
Hoahh

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[Bouncer]

post 1 picture from the Alps. i feel like you've never left your neighborhood since you've been in Germany. go see the history of the country you live in god damn it! rent a car and go see Switzerland you lazy filth!

[boricuarage79]

post 1 picture from the Alps. i feel like you've never left your neighborhood since you've been in Germany. go see the history of the country you live in god damn it! rent a car and go see Switzerland you lazy filth!

Post a pic of compton

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[Androman]

It could be the Test if your estrogen is off balance.

You have to find a happy medium with gear and it will improve your mood like it should, not deteriorate it.

Just like you Bori, I also have clinical PTSD.

I've learned; when my mood is off or when my PTSD gets worse, then theres a possible chance my hormones are off. The only way to pinpoint this is thru bloodwork.

Remember we are messing with endogenous hormones that can alter or change the chemistry within our brains as well.

I'd have to find the study but it proves the AAS effects on serotonin/dopamine levels.




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[boricuarage79]

It could be the Test if your estrogen is off balance.

You have to find a happy medium with gear and it will improve your mood like it should, not deteriorate it.

Just like you Bori, I also have clinical PTSD.

I've learned; when my mood is off or when my PTSD gets worse, then theres a possible chance my hormones are off. The only way to pinpoint this is thru bloodwork.

Remember we are messing with endogenous hormones that can alter or change the chemistry within our brains as well.

I'd have to find the study but it proves the AAS effects on serotonin/dopamine levels.




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for real?

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[boricuarage79]

And B. I left the country more than you ever left that Nancy state!! In the last 2 years
Greece, Egypt, Berlin, Paris in a couple of months.
When is the last time you flew?
No wonder why u a miserable fuck.
Your girls big ass titties won't cut it

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