I dont know what todo anymore.

[JUICE]

Too much bullshit in my life. This time im out for a while until i get my head together. Too many problems with my girl, that I dont know what to do anymore. Im seconds maybe one phone call away from being a single person. I dont know what to do anymore, dont know whether to live or not, at time i feel like just being in gods hands. I also think of my future and my family. If I stop by is to say hi, but hey ur all cool people and all. Well im off, I'll be on as soon as i get my act back together and find a solution tomy relationship.

[Puddles]

Juice...just think before you act...that usually helps. You know where we are if you need anything. Good luck and hope the holidays turn around for ya! :kiss:

[KeepinItReal]

Yo Juice, dont know you yet brutha, but love most of your posts. I have given this advice to many on A.com when the board was still up and it is advice many took and reeped the rewards of it. 5HTP! Get some bro. 2-3 caps/ed for the first week and then 1-2 for as long as you feel you need it. Your mind will be much clearer, depression will ease up a lot, and so many more benefits. You dont have to take my advice. Just think about it. It honestly does work. I've been there before brutha, going through a divorc from someone I was with for 11 years. I learned about 5HTP ORIGINALLY from my therapist who wanted to put my on medication, but I wouldnt take it. So she told me next best thing would be to take 5HTP. Actually told me it was better for most because it doesnt leave you numb feeling like the other anti depressants. Just a thought bro. Good luck, and PM me if you ever need a freind to talk to. Im always there for EVERYONE, no matter how long I've known em. PEACE! KIR

[lilgreeneyes]

Juice..hope everything works for you. take it easy and think everything through twice before you do anything.

[njjuicer]

bro u got ym numbe rif u need to chat pik tha tphone up dude :)

[Primal Instinct]

Hey Juice, hang in there brother. Stuff can get really crazy at times and it can suck bad but keep the faith and you'll get through it OK. Sometimes we all need to take a break and step back from it all and regroup. That's prolly what you just need now is to regroup, is all. Believe in yourself and things will start to turn around. Stay close with friends and family and they'll help see you through. You also have a family here at SM that will be there for you in your time of need. Stay strong and believe.

[IntensityX]

Juice bro this sounds serious if you need to talk to someone then shoot me a pm bro.

[bransun]

yo...dunno you yet either bro..but you seem like an asset to this board...Keep your head straight and do like MRSP says...think before you act......hope all is well and you can at least enjoy your holidays..peace..bran

[GearTripper]

dude... if you need to chat ever... AIM or PM me. i'm always around :)

[MuGGsy]

Hang in there juice you can always holla at me on aim bro :)

[hitmansb]

Juice....it's never as bad as you think it is...remember that. I tend to get myself really upset over things that aren't nearly as catastrophic as I percieve them to be from time to time. Often, just forcing yourself to look all around and at every aspect of your life will allow you to stop dwelling on the few things that are bringing you down. You just gotta stop, take a deep breath, and re-asses your situation with a clear head. 99 times out of 100, you'll realize that it's not nearly bleak enough to be depressed about.

[Gongshow]

u got my # to bro, call me anytime

[Doom]

Originally posted by hitmansb
Juice....it's never as bad as you think it is...remember that. I tend to get myself really upset over things that aren't nearly as catastrophic as I percieve them to be from time to time. Often, just forcing yourself to look all around and at every aspect of your life will allow you to stop dwelling on the few things that are bringing you down. You just gotta stop, take a deep breath, and re-asses your situation with a clear head. 99 times out of 100, you'll realize that it's not nearly bleak enough to be depressed about.

thats sound and true advice

best of luck to ya juice, ive been where you are many a time, and believe me it does pass

[Shibby]

Re: I dont know what todo anymore.

Originally posted by JUICE
I dont know what to do anymore, dont know whether to live or not, at time i feel like just being in gods hands.

I hope this is just ranting. Your a great guy and I would dig your bitch ass up and beat you while your dead if you did something stupid. But really, dealing with someone you care so much about can make the other smallest things unbearable. Try to first seperate them and see where you stand. As broken record as it sounds the saying is very ture, If it's meant to be let it go and it will come back.

I know ending things is hard just to admit to yourself your giving up. But your not really giving up, your re-establishing yourself in your life. We all get mixed up many times trying to show someone how much we care that we loose part of ourselves that they love.

[Primal Instinct]

Originally posted by hitmansb
Juice....it's never as bad as you think it is...remember that. I tend to get myself really upset over things that aren't nearly as catastrophic as I percieve them to be from time to time. Often, just forcing yourself to look all around and at every aspect of your life will allow you to stop dwelling on the few things that are bringing you down. You just gotta stop, take a deep breath, and re-asses your situation with a clear head. 99 times out of 100, you'll realize that it's not nearly bleak enough to be depressed about.

"Every now and then go away, have a little relaxation, for when you come back to your work your judgment will be surer. Go some distance away because then the work appears smaller and more of it can be taken in at a glance and a lack of harmony and proportion is more readily seen." - Leonardo Da Vinci