Happy Birthday Blm

[pudgy]

:) i still dont like you :)

[sana]

happy birthday, where have you been hiding?

[urso8up]

Happy Birthday

[bjtheman]

Have a great bday bro

[blm]

I don't care for you either pudg, but I appreciate the thread.

Sana..This year has been real bad for me so far. However, it seems like things are finally starting to go in a positive direction for me. On top of all of my personal problems, all I had was a dinosaur laptop because my PC died and doing anything internet related was more trouble than it was worth. Now I finally built a new PC and I can get involved around here again. The SM family support would have been really beneficial the past few months. It seems like the worst is over (I hope) and I can move forward w/o looking back. :)

[Irishgirl]

happy bday!

[Puddles]

Happy birthday, blm! This year will be better...or else... :whip:

:kiss:

[urso8up]

Originally posted by MrsPuddlesFL
Happy birthday, blm! This year will be better...or else... :whip:

:kiss:

Hel BLM I would take the or else if i was you

[blm]

Originally posted by urso8up
Hel BLM I would take the or else if i was you

Absolutely! For some reason, I have an urge for a bubble bath. :D

[sana]

Originally posted by blm
Sana..This year has been real bad for me so far. However, it seems like things are finally starting to go in a positive direction for me. On top of all of my personal problems, all I had was a dinosaur laptop because my PC died and doing anything internet related was more trouble than it was worth. Now I finally built a new PC and I can get involved around here again. The SM family support would have been really beneficial the past few months. It seems like the worst is over (I hope) and I can move forward w/o looking back. :)

well, welcome back :)

[urso8up]

Originally posted by blm
Absolutely! For some reason, I have an urge for a bubble bath. :D

I too After seeing MRs P's Avatar

[blm]

Originally posted by sana
well, welcome back :)

thx

[blm]

Originally posted by urso8up
I too After seeing MRs P's Avatar

:agree:

[blm]

Originally posted by Keiser
i was wondering where you went :D

crazy for a few months...I took a long, dark journey into the self-loathing, self-destructive abyss! The destructive power of a woman and your own mind are overwhelming!

[blm]

Definitely a lot easier said than done. I'm getting my shit straight now, but it hasn't been easy. What a freakin roller coaster ride though. It's been a long time since I have had to deal with something of this emotional magnitude and now that the hardest part seems to be over, I have surely become a stronger person once again (mentally). Now I have to start eating right again and get my physical being back in order. Things happen for a reason, I truly believe this. I just have to wait and see why the hell this happend. I have been with this girl for almost 5 years, bought a $5k ring, planned on proposing in the spring and then BAM shit hits the fan and now we are "friends!" She didn't cheat or anything like that, she just seems to be somewhere else in her life right now other than our relationship. So I am letting her do what she feels she has to and I am going to do what I have to as well. Who knows what will happen but now I have some certainty and direction. I'm sure our paths will cross again and if it does, I'll cross that bridge when I get to it.