Back on..

[Bouncer]

Did you consider HCG? and if you did what were your thoughts on not using it?

No I didnt bro. It sounds dumb but I just wanted to come off and not think about it. If you remember, I was having a tough time staying off. It was just something I needed to do and forget it. It might not sound like it makes sence but thats what I did at the time.

[Shibby]

No it makes perfect sense. It takes time and more organazation to INJECT hcg. Plus your still sticking yourself and you needed to break that habbit.

[JUICE]

cant wait go on myself this fall.

[Lmg2701]

No I didnt bro. It sounds dumb but I just wanted to come off and not think about it. If you remember, I was having a tough time staying off. It was just something I needed to do and forget it. It might not sound like it makes sence but thats what I did at the time.

For as long as you were on you should have definitely considered HCG. I know it would make it seem like you were still "ON" something but the fact of the matter is that it would have helped start up your Natural Testostorone Production again and then maybe you wouldn't have experienced such negative sides from your test. levels being so low. It's obvious that those sides you were experiencing were from your depleted natural test. levels.

[Bouncer]

For as long as you were on you should have definitely considered HCG. I know it would make it seem like you were still "ON" something but the fact of the matter is that it would have helped start up your Natural Testostorone Production again and then maybe you wouldn't have experienced such negative sides from your test. levels being so low. It's obvious that those sides you were experiencing were from your depleted natural test. levels.

if i was going to inject something, it would have been test. you have no idea how hard it was for me.

[Bouncer]

By the way, my test levels came back just fine. The boys came back to full size and my sex drive was pretty good. I just think I was so used to such a high test level that regular test levels wasnt cutting it anymore.

[Lmg2701]

if i was going to inject something, it would have been test. you have no idea how hard it was for me.

I'm sure I don't bro. Some people don't like to face the facts but as we know, this can definitely get addicting. And as with any addiction, stopping the addiction is EXTREMELY difficult.

[Bouncer]

I'm sure I don't bro. Some people don't like to face the facts but as we know, this can definitely get addicting. And as with any addiction, stopping the addiction is EXTREMELY difficult.

there is no doubt that steroids are addicting. anyone that thinks otherwise simply hasnt gone threw it.

[beefcake]

I know you were saying you were having some rage and punching through walls. You think that aspect will be back, or do you got that under wraps?

[Bouncer]

I know you were saying you were having some rage and punching through walls. You think that aspect will be back, or do you got that under wraps?

I think I can control that now. We are moving into our house soon where as before we lived in an apartment. I dont very well want to go and destroy my own house. That was a stressful time when I was putting holes on doors. lol. My grandpop had died, I was listening to my mom cry everyday for months. Me an sana were getting in arguements and we were dealing with moving. Things are better now and I am happier.

[INTIMID8OR]

PCT was nolva, proviron, and clomid. not sure it did much of anything though.

I thought you said your PCT worked great ...Maybe I misunderstood you ....

[redneck99]

man, I think we all learn alot from these discussions and they give meaningful insight into our BB world... this is real life shit with all it's ups and downs..... what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.

thanks Bouncer, and everyone else.....

[Bouncer]

I thought you said your PCT worked great ...Maybe I misunderstood you ....

i thought it did at the time but as time went on i fell more and more into a depressed state. every month i just felt weaker and weaker.

[Lmg2701]

I think I can control that now. We are moving into our house soon where as before we lived in an apartment. I dont very well want to go and destroy my own house. That was a stressful time when I was putting holes on doors. lol. My grandpop had died, I was listening to my mom cry everyday for months. Me an sana were getting in arguements and we were dealing with moving. Things are better now and I am happier.

You put holes in the walls of a new house.....I bet Sana would beat your ass and you'd have to sleep outside!!!

[Bouncer]

You put holes in the walls of a new house.....I bet Sana would beat your ass and you'd have to sleep outside!!!

lol, ya i dont want to act like that anymore anyway. i would punch the bedroom door or something and break it, then 2 seconds after i did it i would be like, why the fuck did i just do that. lol.