Originally posted by THE BOUNCER
When are you gonna learn bro? I mean, is it going to take years doing time for you to realize that this shit isnt worth it? I like you bro, thats why im saying this. I dont know you personally but I can tell from what you post that you are still headed down the wrong path. I have the same personality as you bro. If I go out someone gets hurt. I have beat people pretty bad and after felt like a complete ass. I do not go out anymore. I go to the gym and were head phones, I keep my head down and dont talk to anyone. Thats what you gotta do bro or your gonna get yourself in more trouble. As you and I both know, the big guy will be the one that gets in trouble weather we start it or not. The shit your doing aint cool weather he deserved it or not.
When are you gonna learn bro? I mean, is it going to take years doing time for you to realize that this shit isnt worth it? I like you bro, thats why im saying this. I dont know you personally but I can tell from what you post that you are still headed down the wrong path. I have the same personality as you bro. If I go out someone gets hurt. I have beat people pretty bad and after felt like a complete ass. I do not go out anymore. I go to the gym and were head phones, I keep my head down and dont talk to anyone. Thats what you gotta do bro or your gonna get yourself in more trouble. As you and I both know, the big guy will be the one that gets in trouble weather we start it or not. The shit your doing aint cool weather he deserved it or not.
Have I made mistakes in the past?, we all know I have, and I speak very freely about them, as a lesson to people, that you cant get away with it all the time, and I havent, but this time I did, and it still doesnt make it right in any sense, its just what needed to be done
Im not proud of it, but it makes me a stronger person, and I know the difference between the guy wanting to throw a punch to impress his buddies, and the guy thats looking to slice you wide open, once ur out in the street, where no one is going to help you.
And if youve been in something like that before, then telling me what I did isnt cool, then ur just contradicting yourself. You fight for two reasons, because your a punk, and wanna start shit, or you fight back, so you dont wind up with a knife in ur side, do you know what that feels like, cause I sure as hell do, and Im not giving someone the chance again. If its my only option to beat him to a bloody pulp, and to save my ass so be it.
But if you did know me on a personal level, you would know this isnt me, this is jsut the part of me that protects himself, and his family and loved ones at any cost.
Before you judge my actions again, think about that first, maybe you'll understand a lil better, and if you cant, well, its not gonna change me, Im still a normal descent guy, but you fuck with me, and come after me with the intention of harming me, I will make sure you remember me for the rest of your life.
JUst one last thing, if my life were consumed by this, do you really think, that by the age of 26, I would have gotten this far in life? If I were truly enjoying this lifestyle, Id being working for the mob, or be some street bum. I actually have a psychology degree, I have 100's of thousands of dollars invested in buisnesses, I know the street animal, and I know the cooperate white and blue collar man...and thats what keeps me alive, beings as street smart as I am book smart

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