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well first is first....im 21yrs old, went to canada 2months ago..for a vacation in st.johns newfoundland for 3months..
the last month i meant a pretty women, 30 yrs old..names Marilyn. Marilyn has 2 kids, 10 yr old, 7 yr old and divorced. The 2 friends i made while i was up there introduced marilyn to me..and ever since then she fell in love with me and i think im in love with her...
Her and i have just about everything in common, we both lift weights, love havin a cup of black or green tea..lol, eat same foods, both have great sense of humor and personalities..
Her two kids love me to death, and i like them as well, there great kids..fun to be around with.
Marilyn and i have went out a few times...took long walks around lakes, woods..and just around to show me what i havnt seen while i was there...very beautiful there around the bay.
We pretty much opened up together, told alot about our past and things we love, hate, enjoy...etc.
And its awsome, we can tell each other anything...in this short amount of time, its like were best friends been together for yrs. :heart:
So, one day my time came up...i had to go back to my job...vacation days were over.
Before i lefted...she gave me her ring that she had on her finger for 10yrs as a sign of Dont Go. We hugged and i said goodbye...she said bak, "NO, dont ever say that, no byes, u will come back for me, ill miss you like crazy...never met a guy like u, u changed me...in a good way that ive never seen myself as." I looked into her eyes, seen those tears ready to fall down her cheeks....made me sad, but, i lefted...and said this time seeya keep in touch...
Then i did, i lefted in a cab to the airport...while in cab..i was talking to the driver....thinking about Marilyn, told him the story bc it was an 40min drive. He says to me, "Why the hell are you going home...sounds like to me your both in love." I said i kno i dont know why, but i am.
Home i am once again~
But ever 3 nites we call each other, talk for long times on phone, sended packages, letters back and forth so far. She has sended most romantic stuff through the mail...it was neat made me miss her more...as i sended back stuff, for example, i wore my favorite shirt for 1hr, then threw into the package with all the other goodies...and she loved it...shes wearing it to bed and she dont wanna wash it..bc she can still smell me...she drinks black tea alot now..bc it reminds her of me....i do the same.
example...
My gym's front entrance is under construction, i dont know what there doing but something...so we all have to enter the back doors which are solid cant see through 'em...so after i was done lifting...walking my way back there, Right before i opened the doors, i had this imagination in my head that she would be out there sitting on that wooden bench starrin at the doors waiting for me.... :hmmm: weird huh?!?
As i walked out those doors, i could of sworn i seen her there smiling...looking at me, that look of i really miss you like crazy...as she always says before she hangs up on phone conversations. It freaked me out, made me more missin her...im always thinking about her. Things remind me of her...and also the pictures she sended i look at all the time, which are on my wall in my room....and also the luggage tag she sended as a sign hope u come back.....with my information and other side picture of st.johns newfoundland flag.
So, we decided to wait until feb-mar to see if we feel the same about each other and if my answer will ever come to me on what to do...bc this is a huge choice ive ever made...for me moving up there.....i wont be moving away from much..just my mother and brother...rest of family i hardly see...i got nothing to loose, only bad thing could happend would be, marilyn and i wouldnt get along..then i would have to either stay work things out for myself...or move back here in Pennsylvania...back to old job.
There are plenty of jobs up there, she has a house..and income.
My question is...what would u do if u were in my postion....WOULD U GO OR STAY?
BE honest..i know its my decision but id like to see what others think..especially ppl i dont know...bc obviously my brother in my family is the only one that said go if wanna go...its ur decision..hes cool with it.
Sorry so long of story lol...but id like see what others think.
Thank you for the time to read and answer if ur gonna...
:)
the last month i meant a pretty women, 30 yrs old..names Marilyn. Marilyn has 2 kids, 10 yr old, 7 yr old and divorced. The 2 friends i made while i was up there introduced marilyn to me..and ever since then she fell in love with me and i think im in love with her...
Her and i have just about everything in common, we both lift weights, love havin a cup of black or green tea..lol, eat same foods, both have great sense of humor and personalities..
Her two kids love me to death, and i like them as well, there great kids..fun to be around with.
Marilyn and i have went out a few times...took long walks around lakes, woods..and just around to show me what i havnt seen while i was there...very beautiful there around the bay.
We pretty much opened up together, told alot about our past and things we love, hate, enjoy...etc.
And its awsome, we can tell each other anything...in this short amount of time, its like were best friends been together for yrs. :heart:
So, one day my time came up...i had to go back to my job...vacation days were over.
Before i lefted...she gave me her ring that she had on her finger for 10yrs as a sign of Dont Go. We hugged and i said goodbye...she said bak, "NO, dont ever say that, no byes, u will come back for me, ill miss you like crazy...never met a guy like u, u changed me...in a good way that ive never seen myself as." I looked into her eyes, seen those tears ready to fall down her cheeks....made me sad, but, i lefted...and said this time seeya keep in touch...
Then i did, i lefted in a cab to the airport...while in cab..i was talking to the driver....thinking about Marilyn, told him the story bc it was an 40min drive. He says to me, "Why the hell are you going home...sounds like to me your both in love." I said i kno i dont know why, but i am.
Home i am once again~
But ever 3 nites we call each other, talk for long times on phone, sended packages, letters back and forth so far. She has sended most romantic stuff through the mail...it was neat made me miss her more...as i sended back stuff, for example, i wore my favorite shirt for 1hr, then threw into the package with all the other goodies...and she loved it...shes wearing it to bed and she dont wanna wash it..bc she can still smell me...she drinks black tea alot now..bc it reminds her of me....i do the same.
example...
My gym's front entrance is under construction, i dont know what there doing but something...so we all have to enter the back doors which are solid cant see through 'em...so after i was done lifting...walking my way back there, Right before i opened the doors, i had this imagination in my head that she would be out there sitting on that wooden bench starrin at the doors waiting for me.... :hmmm: weird huh?!?
As i walked out those doors, i could of sworn i seen her there smiling...looking at me, that look of i really miss you like crazy...as she always says before she hangs up on phone conversations. It freaked me out, made me more missin her...im always thinking about her. Things remind me of her...and also the pictures she sended i look at all the time, which are on my wall in my room....and also the luggage tag she sended as a sign hope u come back.....with my information and other side picture of st.johns newfoundland flag.
So, we decided to wait until feb-mar to see if we feel the same about each other and if my answer will ever come to me on what to do...bc this is a huge choice ive ever made...for me moving up there.....i wont be moving away from much..just my mother and brother...rest of family i hardly see...i got nothing to loose, only bad thing could happend would be, marilyn and i wouldnt get along..then i would have to either stay work things out for myself...or move back here in Pennsylvania...back to old job.
There are plenty of jobs up there, she has a house..and income.
My question is...what would u do if u were in my postion....WOULD U GO OR STAY?
BE honest..i know its my decision but id like to see what others think..especially ppl i dont know...bc obviously my brother in my family is the only one that said go if wanna go...its ur decision..hes cool with it.
Sorry so long of story lol...but id like see what others think.
Thank you for the time to read and answer if ur gonna...
:)
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