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well the day that has been hanging over me like a lead weight will be here monday -
some of you know who i am and what happened last sept -
i get sentenced in manhatten monday afternoon -- my brother and his soon to be wife are driving me and my wife down and bringing her home if i have to stay :(
we have told my 2 girls that i maybe leaving to do a job and will be home around christmas
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i will not let them come see me -- be the first time i have gone more then a couple days without seeing my girls -
a few things i have learned this past year -- those that you thought would be there were not and those you never expected were -
i finally met true friends and realized my best friend was around for free ride :mad:
i helped a few close friends around me [well who i thought were friends] i took the hit for it all --
it was all on me -- i didnt point fingers - blame anyone else etc etc - i knew the risk and i will take what is deserved in the eyes of the law even though i do not or will ever agree with it -
i am old school - honor still exists and my word is my bond -- too bad so few left !!
i have but one regret and thats what my family [wife] has had to endure almost cost me my marriage - one person i trust with my life the mother of my children and my true rock and best friend my wife - will never take her for granted anymore -- she has always been there through thick and thin -- from the day i almost past away in the hospital to the day i had the us marshalls and dea come to my home - her love and strength has never waivered -- i owe her my life !!!!! and that i will gladly give
my kids do not know and by the grace of god never will !!
i do not blame the agents that came i took the risk they were just upholding the laws set into place by the first bush addministration and made worse by the second !!! laws i do not nor will ever agree with but none the less they are the laws and i broke them and i will live with what is handed down i dont blame or point fingers at anyone -
its sad to see so many turn on eachother to save themselves knowing the risk that they were taking -- why pull others down ? this i will never understand - had a friend in similar situation whos suppose friend wore a wire -- he was just sentenced to 15 months -- down from 27 months - 27 is what i was looking at in the begginning -- got it down to a max of 6 -- hope no time but prepare for worst case and hope for the best case
:)
bouncer -- you were one of the few that didnt shut me out -- your a good guy with a big heart - luv ya bro -- you have a great board here !!
to the mods -- you guys and gals do a great job :)
well -- going to spend rest of weekend with my family -- hope to post here on tuesday -- but if not have a great summer everyone :)
some of you know who i am and what happened last sept -
i get sentenced in manhatten monday afternoon -- my brother and his soon to be wife are driving me and my wife down and bringing her home if i have to stay :(
we have told my 2 girls that i maybe leaving to do a job and will be home around christmas
--
i will not let them come see me -- be the first time i have gone more then a couple days without seeing my girls -
a few things i have learned this past year -- those that you thought would be there were not and those you never expected were -
i finally met true friends and realized my best friend was around for free ride :mad:
i helped a few close friends around me [well who i thought were friends] i took the hit for it all --
it was all on me -- i didnt point fingers - blame anyone else etc etc - i knew the risk and i will take what is deserved in the eyes of the law even though i do not or will ever agree with it -
i am old school - honor still exists and my word is my bond -- too bad so few left !!
i have but one regret and thats what my family [wife] has had to endure almost cost me my marriage - one person i trust with my life the mother of my children and my true rock and best friend my wife - will never take her for granted anymore -- she has always been there through thick and thin -- from the day i almost past away in the hospital to the day i had the us marshalls and dea come to my home - her love and strength has never waivered -- i owe her my life !!!!! and that i will gladly give
my kids do not know and by the grace of god never will !!
i do not blame the agents that came i took the risk they were just upholding the laws set into place by the first bush addministration and made worse by the second !!! laws i do not nor will ever agree with but none the less they are the laws and i broke them and i will live with what is handed down i dont blame or point fingers at anyone -
its sad to see so many turn on eachother to save themselves knowing the risk that they were taking -- why pull others down ? this i will never understand - had a friend in similar situation whos suppose friend wore a wire -- he was just sentenced to 15 months -- down from 27 months - 27 is what i was looking at in the begginning -- got it down to a max of 6 -- hope no time but prepare for worst case and hope for the best case
:)
bouncer -- you were one of the few that didnt shut me out -- your a good guy with a big heart - luv ya bro -- you have a great board here !!
to the mods -- you guys and gals do a great job :)
well -- going to spend rest of weekend with my family -- hope to post here on tuesday -- but if not have a great summer everyone :)
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