Trespassing on Wilderness

[Shibby]

Who gives a shit....pretty pathetic that some of you grasp on something that I've done...Instead of focusing on your pathetic life.

Awww, poor Rado. You go ahead and keep deflecting. All that personal anger and depression is much easier to project onto others instead of taking responsibly for it. :agreed:

[Konitz]

.nice try with the ambien though....let's see how long that punch line keeps going....lol

Think it will last as long as Gaydo?

[Konitz]

I would be like"Pray mother fucker, pray" :) Now go fk urself.....

That was pretty funny

[Shibby]

Laying here in bed and watching her sleep like an angel. Well I've been doing some work and just reading stuff on medline, hope it would help me sleep:disagree:I see why I'm having a lot of issues this year with sleeping and sinus infections.

Been in Ohio since July of '07 and I guess it really didn't start to affect me until this year. I swear, I'm going nuts living here. I wish it was that easy to snap my fingers and just move, but in due time it'll happen.

I refuse to take an Ambien for it. I need to be able to relax and just chill. But I don't know how. I'm always thinking about what I can do for my family or give them more than they have now. I worry about my mother(she's fine, I'm just her only child and she lives alone), my friends, my well being, my business, etc...I go to the gym to distract my mind and it works. But once I'm home or in bed, everything comes down crashing on me and my mind goes 100mph.

So here I am posting on the board at 2:30AM :)

I envy those who sleep 8hrs. I'm lucky to just get 5-6hrs when I do get to sleep. Lately my main focus(or worry)has been my attitude towards people. I've had this crappy mentality towards them internally, maybe it's the people I'm around who bring this out, maybe it's me?

But I can say this and those who know me. Ever since moving to Ohio, it's affected me in so many ways; not in a good way either. I don't regret it one bit. I met someone who's given me a life that I've never imagined; it's not her fault I feel this way. I have a beautiful son, home, etc....But still, I'm a bit sad inside.

She doesn't know this. For some reason I open up more on this board than to her. Why? Because most of you will never ever meet me or get to know me. So it's easier for me to vent and display my emotions than it is to her. Well one person does know me pretty well and he tells it like it is when we chat; fucking love the guy.

I've been told I should see a shrink, but I refuse to do it. I know it's something I need to overcome on my own. My surroundings need to change, and what makes things even worse, is when you know it's about to happen in a few months and it seems like it's years!!!!

So....I am sorry if I've been too hard or a prick at times towards some of you. But those who know my character on this board know I mean no harm:) I post this out of my own free will. So other than that...........




Go fuck yourself:fufool: :D


:)

Oh were in one of these phases again. You're more comfortable opening up to us because you only want to be held accountable for your actions when you feel in the mood too. I give it less than a week (assuming you don't do a disappearing act, AGAIN) before you are trying assert your wanna be alpha ego, cussing and talking shit about someone.

Good luck though :)

Who gives a shit....pretty pathetic that some of you grasp on something that I've done...Instead of focusing on your pathetic life.

personal anger...since when did you become Dr. Phil? You of all people need a life dude...really...You're one fucked up individual that I would love to see the bear get a hold of you....then you look at me while you're dying and say; "Please save me" I would be like"Pray mother fucker, pray" :) Now go fk urself.....

Surprise, surprise and there it all is. You can only pretend to be a christian and fake making changes for so long. You actually have to change if you want to make changes. :hibb:

[Shibby]

Less than 30 seconds. It's amazing what being smart enough to run simple computer programs can do. :)

[Shibby]

I know something really gets to you. It's loud and clear in the language you use. My guess is the virtual mirror anyone shows you that makes you so defensive.

[Shibby]

....slow on the edit.......keep hititng the bag...:rofl: I'm done....

slow as in trying to make my post more clear or slow as in you editing and still not making sense?

[Bouncer]

i dont think rado will deny that has has some issues in his life that he would like to change.

[Bouncer]

:agreed:

Ohio would be a start:)

cutting out the alcohal would be a second.

addressing what has caused you to increase drinking would be a third

being real with your wife and her family would be a fourth.

[the art of war]

hahahahaha

[Shibby]

don't you have kids and a wife to attend too? or some atheist channel to watch?

a) yes I do and neither are nor feel neglected

b) I suppose you mean any channel without religon

[Bouncer]

a) yes I do and neither are nor feel neglected

b) I suppose you mean any channel without religon

get of your high horse bitch.

[Shibby]

get of your high horse bitch.

Just stating the facts. But I will stop toying with him now :)

[Konitz]

I thought this thread might be controversial, but wouldn't have guessed it would be Shibby and Rado lol. Now, if we could Relate Rado and Shibby to a Grizzly Bear attacking a person the circle would be complete.

[mofo]

I thought this thread might be controversial, but wouldn't have guessed it would be Shibby and Rado lol. Now, if we could Relate Rado and Shibby to a Grizzly Bear attacking a person the circle would be complete.

i've never seen a thread end up being about the original topic. rado always ends up arguing with someone