damn its hard to let go

[the art of war]

I'm in the same situation, mines 38 and im 25..married 3 yrs and she has 2 kids from her previous marriage...i'm too nice and i put up with too much BS. feel like i'm being used and shit...sucks man. we're not wearing rings now, broke some shit and everything around me is just falling apart...car broke down, had to buy another used car bc old one wasnt worth fixing, had to move out to another place to rent, i just want to fly back home in usa and start my life over. But, its hard to let go, dont have the balls to say 50 times i wanna go home and be on my own. After shes begging for u back and all its pain in the ass. Plus i got laid off my job...like everything is falling apart!! i have my work visa here in canada NL not a green card yet in my hands...im going crazy!

well at least you aren't scamming people yet - two steps ahead of dfc ever was brother. For real that's a rough spot, wish you the best my dude.

[BodyJBbuild]

you're right bouncer i miss the US. i'm from Pennsylvania. I need a girl my age. I'm always staring at the younger ones.

As for rough spot, you got that F'ing right. It sucks.

[the art of war]

bring me a bag of milk on the way down please.

[BodyJBbuild]

lol, the biggest they sell here is 2L of milk. no gallons lol, $4 for 2L bwhaha

[the art of war]

$4 for 2L LOL - and it's in a fuckin bag. Man YouTube - Blame Canada-Southpark

[BodyJBbuild]

:usa:

[Gods Son]

:usa:

You Damn right

[BodyJBbuild]

hey guys..its me again...havnt been on boards lately...just really depressed and lazy lately, dont know what to be doing with my life!! im struggling really bad. still in marriage relationship. i dont have the balls to do what my mind thinks. very difficult.
we dont talk much, no rings on our fingers, going places with each other is weird, just plainly akward...seems like we are brother and sister. i know for sure shes not seeing anyone. she told me other nite, "we are not meant for each other." and i heard 1 of her friends said to her that its either u join in with justing or let lose. last weekend we went to a street that has clubs and bars etc.... and it was my first i ever went out and had a blast...i was drunk and danced all nite till 5am in morning lol. she never danced. dont dance at all. and she told about that nite..."i got my answers now, we arnt meant to be together...bc the type u are and im never gonna be. what a fucking stick in the mud. fuck im sick of this relationship. i spent all my attention on her that nite, was a good boy. next nite she flipped out on me and start shootin shit about it, i guess shes jealous, bc i had a great nite...it was fun. somethings gotta give in this situation. its not going anywhere. sux shit. im not happy, and obviously shes not either. :(

[The_Grinder]

I hate those situations where it seems there is no right answer. It's so much easier to give the advice than to accept it in this situation. Just gonna wish you good luck and I hope it gets better one way or the other.

[Tizz]

hey guys..its me again...havnt been on boards lately...just really depressed and lazy lately, dont know what to be doing with my life!! im struggling really bad. still in marriage relationship. i dont have the balls to do what my mind thinks. very difficult.
we dont talk much, no rings on our fingers, going places with each other is weird, just plainly akward...seems like we are brother and sister. i know for sure shes not seeing anyone. she told me other nite, "we are not meant for each other." and i heard 1 of her friends said to her that its either u join in with justing or let lose. last weekend we went to a street that has clubs and bars etc.... and it was my first i ever went out and had a blast...i was drunk and danced all nite till 5am in morning lol. she never danced. dont dance at all. and she told about that nite..."i got my answers now, we arnt meant to be together...bc the type u are and im never gonna be. what a fucking stick in the mud. fuck im sick of this relationship. i spent all my attention on her that nite, was a good boy. next nite she flipped out on me and start shootin shit about it, i guess shes jealous, bc i had a great nite...it was fun. somethings gotta give in this situation. its not going anywhere. sux shit. im not happy, and obviously shes not either. :(

Life is too short for this bullshit. What are you doing? You are going to be 60 years old one day look at your life and will want to kick your own ass for not doing what makes you happy. Sounds like you are afraid to be alone. You'll laugh at yourself once you do it and get it over with, what are you waiting on? Leave her. She doesn't make you happy, she clearly isn't your soulmate. Come back to the US, get a job, hell get 2 jobs if you have to. Waiting tables, sales, whatever just start hustlin, be a man and make your life. You are in control of your own life but if you come up with a plan, stick with it and stay disciplined then you'll get to where you want to be.

[the art of war]

Life is too short for this bullshit. What are you doing? You are going to be 60 years old one day look at your life and will want to kick your own ass for not doing what makes you happy. Sounds like you are afraid to be alone. You'll laugh at yourself once you do it and get it over with, what are you waiting on? Leave her. She doesn't make you happy, she clearly isn't your soulmate. Come back to the US, get a job, hell get 2 jobs if you have to. Waiting tables, sales, whatever just start hustlin, be a man and make your life. You are in control of your own life but if you come up with a plan, stick with it and stay disciplined then you'll get to where you want to be.

Right on with that bro :weights::weights: BJB you coming home or you gonna be mixin protein shakes with bags eh milk ?

[Bouncer]

Life is too short for this bullshit. What are you doing? You are going to be 60 years old one day look at your life and will want to kick your own ass for not doing what makes you happy. Sounds like you are afraid to be alone. You'll laugh at yourself once you do it and get it over with, what are you waiting on? Leave her. She doesn't make you happy, she clearly isn't your soulmate. Come back to the US, get a job, hell get 2 jobs if you have to. Waiting tables, sales, whatever just start hustlin, be a man and make your life. You are in control of your own life but if you come up with a plan, stick with it and stay disciplined then you'll get to where you want to be.

:agreed:

[BodyJBbuild]

thanks guys, your a great help..i needed someone to talk too, im alone here. nothing seems right, i gotta turn on the light, and be bright. do what makes me happy. :) you guys are great. nice to know i have somebody that understands me. i appreciate this once again for taking your time to read my problems and making me realize that im not stuck, or strucked. i need to grasp my path and continue on that track. today in the gym, i noticed one thing. gym makes me so happy...and being in this marriage takes me away from the gym. so i cant let this happen. :pissed:IM FUCKING 25 YRS OLD!!! I NEED TO WAKE UP AND SAY, SEEYA LATER BITCH! IM STARTING MY OWN LIFE NOW THE RIGHT WAY, AND YOU CAN KEEP GOING WITH YOURS, I DONT WANT IT ANYMORE. ITS NOT ME. ITS YOU! BYE! dont mind me tonite, im so drunk, but im havin a blast by myself with the rap beats and dancin :wack: :retard: lol USA ALL THE WAY BITCHES!!!! BORN IN THE U S A and im going back to stay where i belong. peace!! :agreed:

[the art of war]

thanks guys, your a great help..i needed someone to talk too, im alone here. nothing seems right, i gotta turn on the light, and be bright. do what makes me happy. :) you guys are great. nice to know i have somebody that understands me. i appreciate this once again for taking your time to read my problems and making me realize that im not stuck, or strucked. i need to grasp my path and continue on that track. today in the gym, i noticed one thing. gym makes me so happy...and being in this marriage takes me away from the gym. so i cant let this happen. :pissed:IM FUCKING 25 YRS OLD!!! I NEED TO WAKE UP AND SAY, SEEYA LATER BITCH! IM STARTING MY OWN LIFE NOW THE RIGHT WAY, AND YOU CAN KEEP GOING WITH YOURS, I DONT WANT IT ANYMORE. ITS NOT ME. ITS YOU! BYE! dont mind me tonite, im so drunk, but im havin a blast by myself with the rap beats and dancin :wack: :retard: lol USA ALL THE WAY BITCHES!!!! BORN IN THE U S A and im going back to stay where i belong. peace!! :agreed:

lmao. come home brother, the states misses you. Canada beer tastes like rat piss anyway :weights:

[BodyJBbuild]

im trying bro, im laid off...2nd wk now, waiting for wait period to be over then start recievin my checks...im so aggravated...pissed off. hopefully next few months ill be on my way home. cant even afford to eat like i was..so lifting is going to suck shit for awhile..im in middle of test cycle. so that sux too..wasnt expectin to get laid off..but apparently i discovered that most jobs here are seasonal. isnt that BS. no wonder everyone is so damn lazy and shit here. welfare and employment 80% of population here. :wack: