Open thanks

[bigscott]

no need for thanks brother !!! like i told you i have much respect for you and will be there as long as respect is shown back

[CrankinSteiN]

true that bro, i wouldn't be up for am cardio if i had been hangin with my old friends, can tell you that much!

I cut ties with almost everyone I knew to get away from that life.... Had to lean on family and a few true friends who were still there from me and were also clean and sober... You have to make the choices that will allow you to better your life no matter how hard they are to make and follow thru with sometimes....

[the art of war]

I cut ties with almost everyone I knew to get away from that life.... Had to lean on family and a few true friends who were still there from me and were also clean and sober... You have to make the choices that will allow you to better your life no matter how hard they are to make and follow thru with sometimes....

you look back now and see where they are ? I look back a year, look at where I was what my life was - and it's fucking disgusting, I despise that I was where I was with who I was with, doing what I was doing. The further you get away it's not regrets its motivation and learned life experiences, I've been able to help one person since staying on course before she went down the typical painkiller slope into addiction. Was I that person last year? Nope. The gym I go to, the people there I talk with I have more fun then I ever did the hours I spent junked out.

[the art of war]

LOL , no bro, polar opposite my cycle is just getting into gear!! :D

[the art of war]

haha you wish - you're into the anal I'm the "youngin" according to you oh master of sexual pleasure :rofl:

[CrankinSteiN]

you look back now and see where they are ? I look back a year, look at where I was what my life was - and it's fucking disgusting, I despise that I was where I was with who I was with, doing what I was doing. The further you get away it's not regrets its motivation and learned life experiences, I've been able to help one person since staying on course before she went down the typical painkiller slope into addiction. Was I that person last year? Nope. The gym I go to, the people there I talk with I have more fun then I ever did the hours I spent junked out.

First.... Rado is a fag.... Just wanted to state that for the record... lol :whistle


And next... Yes I look back and just like you it is motivating to me to see where those people are at and remember how shitty my life truly was at that time... its easy to fall into but VERY hard to get out... Props to you bro for making it out alive.... And if you ever need some support then hit me up

[the art of war]

First.... Rado is a fag.... Just wanted to state that for the record... lol :whistle


And next... Yes I look back and just like you it is motivating to me to see where those people are at and remember how shitty my life truly was at that time... its easy to fall into but VERY hard to get out... Props to you bro for making it out alive.... And if you ever need some support then hit me up

thanks brother, I look up to some members on this board as mentors, I see what they have achieved and how they hold themselves. Now mind you, I fucking shoot off at the mouth, I am who I am - but I learn from them, I've learned so much from SM in general it's absurd, i'd never be the person I am, dead serious. Thanks again for being open with me brother, I promise you all one thing: honesty. Things are great right now - they aren't always, sometimes I will need some help, sometimes triggers will come in threes and fours, but I will fucking not give in, it's my choice this time, my goals, my life.

[CrankinSteiN]

thanks brother, I look up to some members on this board as mentors, I see what they have achieved and how they hold themselves. Now mind you, I fucking shoot off at the mouth, I am who I am - but I learn from them, I've learned so much from SM in general it's absurd, i'd never be the person I am, dead serious. Thanks again for being open with me brother, I promise you all one thing: honesty. Things are great right now - they aren't always, sometimes I will need some help, sometimes triggers will come in threes and fours, but I will fucking not give in, it's my choice this time, my goals, my life.

Thats a great attitude to have! Don't give in and never give up bro... your fate is totally up to you!