Does it scare you?

[Bouncer]

Does it scare you to think about what else you would do if you couldn't train or look a certain way anymore?

Having this issue with my back the last couple days makes me a bit scared. If I am honest with myself the only thing that gives me confidence is the gym and steroids. Without these 2 things I would be a completely different person. I can honestly say that without those 2 things I would be the lowest person on earth in my head. Its what I live for, the confidence it gives me that allows me to have a certain personality that you all know.

I don't know, maybe its the pain pill talking but it scares me to think that without those things, I am nothing at all. Christ, sound like a true fucken abuser.

[BEAST]

You are an abuser. If you don't think you can't feel alive without drugs you need to get help ASAP and find a side hobby.

I don't know how I'd feel if I couldn't train or do things I like ever again but this injury truly fucked me up big time. This shit happened back in march and for the last six months I've been forced to do pretty much nothing. Yes I could've gone to the gym and do light legs or cardio and stuff but knowing that I can't do what I wanna do the way I wanna do made me wanna do nothing. But now nowing that things are gonna be better and I'll be back to normal gets me excited.

I'm looking forward to hormona filled gym days again. :D

[Bouncer]

You are an abuser. If you don't think you can't feel alive without drugs you need to get help ASAP and find a side hobby.

not just the drugs, the gym as well. on days that i dont go to the gym i just feel horrible mentally.

lol @ hobby. bro you could give me a ferrari and a track and if i look like garbage i will not have a good time.

[rado]

Abuser

[blm]

Point blank and honestly bro, that is very sad and pathetic. Taking care of your health is definitely a top priority but to say and feel that without the gym and steroids that you are nothing is a sad man.

You must really be having a bad day or the pain pills are fucking with you cuz that is a weak stance on life.

[rado]

Point blank and honestly bro, that is very sad and pathetic. Taking care of your health is definitely a top priority but to say and feel that without the gym and steroids that you are nothing is a sad man.

You must really be having a bad day or the pain pills are fucking with you cuz that is a weak stance on life.

Well said.

But to some extent I see how not being in shape and a flop can fuck with you. To most it's OK and to some it's not.

[Bouncer]

Point blank and honestly bro, that is very sad and pathetic. Taking care of your health is definitely a top priority but to say and feel that without the gym and steroids that you are nothing is a sad man.

You must really be having a bad day or the pain pills are fucking with you cuz that is a weak stance on life.

yup, back hurts, pain pills, and its on birthday. sucks ass. normally if i feel low i hit the gym and it picks me up. cant today so im just sitting here in pain pissed off. lol

[blm]

Well said.

But to some extent I see how not being in shape and a flop can fuck with you. To most it's OK and to some it's not.

And that is why I said that maintaining your 'health' is important. However, if he can't be happy with himself without being huge and pumped full of chemicals then I feel sorry him.

[blm]

yup, back hurts, pain pills, and its on birthday. sucks ass. normally if i feel low i hit the gym and it picks me up. cant today so im just sitting here in pain pissed off. lol

Let yourself heal. You'll have plenty of time and opportunity to go throw weights. Relax, enjoy your birthday and get better. And cheer the fuck up you god damn junky.

[Bouncer]

And that is why I said that maintaining your 'health' is important. However, if he can't be happy with himself without being huge and pumped full of chemicals then I feel sorry him.

i dont know how to explain it but i dont exactly mean that.

more the gym then the drugs. and more looking a certain way then the drugs.

just the lifestyle i mean. without it what the fuck do i do? what interest do i have? all my interests are built on the foundation that lifestyle if that makes sense.

[Bouncer]

Let yourself heal. You'll have plenty of time and opportunity to go throw weights. Relax, enjoy your birthday and get better. And cheer the fuck up you god damn junky.

thanks bro. you are 100% right in everything you said, no doubt.

[rado]

And that is why I said that maintaining your 'health' is important. However, if he can't be happy with himself without being huge and pumped full of chemicals then I feel sorry him.

Yep.

Ironically we train to look/feel better and sometimes it backfires on us just to make shit worse.

[blm]

i dont know how to explain it but i dont exactly mean that.

more the gym then the drugs. and more looking a certain way then the drugs.

just the lifestyle i mean. without it what the fuck do i do? what interest do i have? all my interests are built on the foundation that lifestyle if that makes sense.

You would adapt and find something else that makes you feel good. That is what strong people do. They make a conscious decision to move forward despite their obstacle.

[Bouncer]

Yep.

Ironically we train to look/feel better and sometimes it backfires on us just to make shit worse.

its true. i have said it before but have you ever seen the fat people at the beach that are just having the best time ever without a care in the world? i truly envy them. not the way they look but there care free attitude. that is impossible for me. i can only have that care free attitude if i know i look great. take that away and i am a mental wreck.

[rado]

You would adapt and find something else that makes you feel good. That is what strong people do. They make a conscious decision to move forward despite their obstacle.

its true. i have said it before but have you ever seen the fat people at the beach that are just having the best time ever without a care in the world? i truly envy them. not the way they look but there care free attitude. that is impossible for me. i can only have that care free attitude if i know i look great. take that away and i am a mental wreck.

What this guy blm said.

Yea those people who don't care what they look like are definitely something else.