Finally getting back in the game. I have spent the last 14 months trying to get my head right after loosing my son to suicide last Christmas. Not gonna lie...I've been thru some shit in my time ..but nothing like that. My wife....and me fishing is what has helped me thru . I attempted several times to get back in the gym but the guilt of doing something for me was over whelming
I'm glad to say I think I'm finally on my way back. I've been on the weights for the last two weeks and I'm really enjoying it like I always did..I'm craving the pump again... buck fuck the sorness in the tendons...finally that's subsiding..
I've been running test at 125mg a week for a while now. Enough to keep the old dick standing. When it needs to...lol..I've lost a lot of size..gained a few inches where I shouldn't have and obviously lost strength..I'm gonna run 300mg a week for a few months. I gotta get me back looking right again. And I'm looking fwd too it.I also want to say thanks to Bouncer Rado and Chad for being there . Even though Bouncer has fully transformed into a California west coast type...I'll cut him some slack...lol
I'm glad to say I think I'm finally on my way back. I've been on the weights for the last two weeks and I'm really enjoying it like I always did..I'm craving the pump again... buck fuck the sorness in the tendons...finally that's subsiding..
I've been running test at 125mg a week for a while now. Enough to keep the old dick standing. When it needs to...lol..I've lost a lot of size..gained a few inches where I shouldn't have and obviously lost strength..I'm gonna run 300mg a week for a few months. I gotta get me back looking right again. And I'm looking fwd too it.I also want to say thanks to Bouncer Rado and Chad for being there . Even though Bouncer has fully transformed into a California west coast type...I'll cut him some slack...lol
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