I will go ahead and say I have made a mistake of monumental proportion. So please forego the bashing and give me some sound advice on where to go from here. This situation follows:
Let me say in advance thanks for considering this lengthy read.
My wife and I started in January 2006 by making a lifestyle changing decision to get in shape! We have been very committed and keep ourselves on a 5 day a week work out schedule.
As our bodies began to change you could not imagine the excitement this brought. We began getting more educated and continued refining. I will not bore you witht the details but in a nutshell She has gone froma size 8-10 to a size 4 and I have netted 20lbs in muscle weight while going from a size 40 to a size 33 pants. We assume this is impressive for novices. If not we are/were proud of it.
Now to the point. We got overzealous in our wants and the first week in Feb 2007 began AAS. Of course our standing in the community and fear of exposure we ventured in to this world on our own. BIG MISTAKE! I brought back with me on a recent trip to Hong Kong a generous supply of Deca Durabolin and Sustanon.
Well, her and I began taking the Sustanon at about 250/mg every two days(still havent taken any deca yet). She also began a regiment of working out with me doing the exact same exercises and really pushing the weight. I noticed massive strength and size increases between start and now. Problem is SO DID SHE and it was not what she wanted to look like. Namely, her shoulders have broadened, legs have REALLY gotten larger, and her bis and tris are rather impressive as well. Now she is in a size 8-10 again(more on this later) At this point I will not discuss anymore of my progress etc but focus on her issues.
Boy the Water retention (hence the size 8-10) she is IMO depressed and furious with me for "getting her this way"
Sore achy joints as of late
Horrible mood swings
Clitoral enlargement
Over the top insatialbe sex drive/increased libido. Which I might add was probably a driving force for my ignorance in administration.
Raspy voice
Trouble sleeping
Sometimes complains of having a feeling of "things coursing through her veins"
Some of the above symptoms have come on probably as a result of the following:
Well in my sincere guilt and seeing her truely suffer primarily mentally Doctor husband gets on the know it all syndrome again
So, we obtained Nabolic Strong to help her cut some of those "large" gains and not look so "beefy" administereing 1cc/50mg every two days
3 weeks in to this results were spuratic (water on/water off) but a net cutting effect did take place. However, symptoms listed above increased or stayed the same.
So on with more research ahhhhhh need anti estrogens so now pur her on two clomid tablets a day. Supposedly the aramotization process of the long acting test(sustanon) was taking place and hence the water retention. And I found I was giving her way to much of the Nabolic so decreased that to 1/2 cc every two days and stopped the sustanon all together a week and a half ago.
So that is where we are today. She is misreable, no longer feels healthy, depressed and very mad at me. You guys are my last hope on getting us on a plan for her step by step on where to go from here. What to stop?, what to change, etc etc
Thanks for your patience in this matter.
PS FYT in the middle of all this she started a birth control pill called Seasonique for reasons we will save for a later post. Didnt know if this was important information or not.
Let me say in advance thanks for considering this lengthy read.
My wife and I started in January 2006 by making a lifestyle changing decision to get in shape! We have been very committed and keep ourselves on a 5 day a week work out schedule.
As our bodies began to change you could not imagine the excitement this brought. We began getting more educated and continued refining. I will not bore you witht the details but in a nutshell She has gone froma size 8-10 to a size 4 and I have netted 20lbs in muscle weight while going from a size 40 to a size 33 pants. We assume this is impressive for novices. If not we are/were proud of it.
Now to the point. We got overzealous in our wants and the first week in Feb 2007 began AAS. Of course our standing in the community and fear of exposure we ventured in to this world on our own. BIG MISTAKE! I brought back with me on a recent trip to Hong Kong a generous supply of Deca Durabolin and Sustanon.
Well, her and I began taking the Sustanon at about 250/mg every two days(still havent taken any deca yet). She also began a regiment of working out with me doing the exact same exercises and really pushing the weight. I noticed massive strength and size increases between start and now. Problem is SO DID SHE and it was not what she wanted to look like. Namely, her shoulders have broadened, legs have REALLY gotten larger, and her bis and tris are rather impressive as well. Now she is in a size 8-10 again(more on this later) At this point I will not discuss anymore of my progress etc but focus on her issues.
Boy the Water retention (hence the size 8-10) she is IMO depressed and furious with me for "getting her this way"
Sore achy joints as of late
Horrible mood swings
Clitoral enlargement
Over the top insatialbe sex drive/increased libido. Which I might add was probably a driving force for my ignorance in administration.
Raspy voice
Trouble sleeping
Sometimes complains of having a feeling of "things coursing through her veins"
Some of the above symptoms have come on probably as a result of the following:
Well in my sincere guilt and seeing her truely suffer primarily mentally Doctor husband gets on the know it all syndrome again
So, we obtained Nabolic Strong to help her cut some of those "large" gains and not look so "beefy" administereing 1cc/50mg every two days
3 weeks in to this results were spuratic (water on/water off) but a net cutting effect did take place. However, symptoms listed above increased or stayed the same.
So on with more research ahhhhhh need anti estrogens so now pur her on two clomid tablets a day. Supposedly the aramotization process of the long acting test(sustanon) was taking place and hence the water retention. And I found I was giving her way to much of the Nabolic so decreased that to 1/2 cc every two days and stopped the sustanon all together a week and a half ago.
So that is where we are today. She is misreable, no longer feels healthy, depressed and very mad at me. You guys are my last hope on getting us on a plan for her step by step on where to go from here. What to stop?, what to change, etc etc
Thanks for your patience in this matter.
PS FYT in the middle of all this she started a birth control pill called Seasonique for reasons we will save for a later post. Didnt know if this was important information or not.
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