Good luck house1, I feel like I understand where your coming from on the life balance thing, I used to work full time during the week and bounce nights at weekend.
Its called burning the candle at both ends, you can hold up ok but you know its aging you and your missing out on your own time, time with your lady etc
BB ing is such a self absorbing sport at times, you can still enjoy it without competing bro
But certain goals are NOT good to walk away from. But if your health is becoming an issue, fuck those goals bro. I understand on how you feel(to some extent)on being big as fuck and enjoying the physical attributes from it. But ultimately, your inner body is what's hurting and you need to walk away from this.
I've been around long enough to see your up's and downs. I've also seen you when you were at your worst(as in bloated) and I'm sure now it's complete opposite. We all want certain things in life, but you also have to put your kids and wife before YOU.
What you're doing is being selfish bro; you can't do that to those who love you. You know you're a man without the AS. Get checked up and retire from AS for good man. Keep us posted.
ha rado you sound like a very close friend of mine -- he said the same thing earlier in the week -- - if i get a clean bill of health -- my bloodwork is fine and bp is excellent - if lump turns out to be something like a cist it will be full speed ahead bro -- cant help it -- my wife is now training with me and actually pushing the hell out of me full time now -- i broke off from everyone to focus - my wife is my rock -- glad i remembered that before it was too late
Hope things turn out for ya House.. You have had some rough times with your family and now yourself...God Bless bro
yaa 2006 is not turning out to be my year .. :thumbsdow - we all go through trials in life i guess .
hope things turn around though not sure how many more bumps in the road i can take this year :hmmm:
yes and no, medicine has recognized oncogenes and proto-oncogenes(normal genes that mutate or change and become cancerous) but any gene has potential to be a proto-oncogene when exposed to certain substances or environments, such as growth factors (IGF, gh). In reality no one really knows what causes these mutations, there are certain behaviors that are links but nothing is certain, and that is the mystery of cancer.
yes and no, medicine has recognized oncogenes and proto-oncogenes(normal genes that mutate or change and become cancerous) but any gene has potential to be a proto-oncogene when exposed to certain substances or environments, such as growth factors (IGF, gh). In reality no one really knows what causes these mutations, there are certain behaviors that are links but nothing is certain, and that is the mystery of cancer.
Well I suppose it wouldn't hurt for me to ask for a preventative scan if I ever decided to run GH etc. My new doctor wouldn't have a problem with it from what I can tell - he would most likely just order it based upon some strange symptoms or a suspicious set of freckles etc...
House1 - sorry to hijack the thread bro - any updates - was your surgery last Thursday or the Thursday of this week....
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