liver ultrasound

[the art of war]

well glad to see you are on the fast track now. you will get it all fixed soon enough my friend. just gotta do your best and realize that there is no going back to what you were doing. that road = the end of you. take that road and I will piss on your corpse. i wont even let your family grieve at your funeral. i will pull you out of the casket and kick your ass right there in front of everyone for being such a fucken idiot! :)

so you're basically saying you love me. :hibb:

[Bouncer]

well glad to see you are on the fast track now. you will get it all fixed soon enough my friend. just gotta do your best and realize that there is no going back to what you were doing. that road = the end of you. take that road and I will piss on your corpse. i wont even let your family grieve at your funeral. i will pull you out of the casket and kick your ass right there in front of everyone for being such a fucken idiot! :)

[the art of war]

sounds like stress/ anxiety etc..

thats why you need to do your best at wiping yourself out with long walks, bike, etc.. try and work that stress out as best you can.

The stress is very apparent to me - I've had some dark thoughts recently, it's all good I'm a stubborn fuck. But to be honest - I think the lip chewing deal is because of the pain - when I get the stab feeling in my liver / now kidneys I find myself chewing my bottom lip, so it doesn't surprise that in my sleep I do the same now.

[the art of war]

good to here. did she say when she will get the results?

urine will be done by the end of the day - blood results will be phoned to me as soon as they get them, she said it shouldn't be more than two days before I hear from her. If it is, she will hear from me.

[Bouncer]

btw wtf - I woke up and I literally chewed the shit out of my bottom lip???? I did this in the my sleep - had a pretty lame ass time at that, slept from about 1-4 and woke up and my dog puked on me lmao, fucker is trying to be like me :D.

sounds like stress/ anxiety etc..

thats why you need to do your best at wiping yourself out with long walks, bike, etc.. try and work that stress out as best you can.

[Bouncer]

She called me at 8:10 am this morning, they don't even open till 9am - she got the point I think ;). I already went down and did the duty, red cross aint got shit on me nugga :D.

good to here. did she say when she will get the results?

[the art of war]

btw wtf - I woke up and I literally chewed the shit out of my bottom lip???? I did this in the my sleep - had a pretty lame ass time at that, slept from about 1-4 and woke up and my dog puked on me lmao, fucker is trying to be like me :D.

[the art of war]

She called me at 8:10 am this morning, they don't even open till 9am - she got the point I think ;). I already went down and did the duty, red cross aint got shit on me nugga :D.

[Bouncer]

thx bro - I sat down and told my doc straight up that this ring around the rosey horse shit needs to end and that's why I made the phone calls I did to other specialists. It's weird, I really like this doc - but sometimes you have to fucking open there eyes up for them - she told me that this matter is now a much higher priority than it was even 2 weeks ago and that it does concern her - so I'm on the same page w/her at least. I wanted so badly to crack out the "im going potty" remark when I got that urine cup man...

good so you already got it done today then?

your doing the right thing. just got to keep pushing to get what you want. dont be afraid to call the primary and ask the people at the desk to have the doc call you back. just gotta keep it fresh in their minds do they speed the shit up.

[the art of war]

yea, the anxiety of what it could be and just waiting around is worse then anything.

hope you get it figured out asap bro.

thx bro - I sat down and told my doc straight up that this ring around the rosey horse shit needs to end and that's why I made the phone calls I did to other specialists. It's weird, I really like this doc - but sometimes you have to fucking open there eyes up for them - she told me that this matter is now a much higher priority than it was even 2 weeks ago and that it does concern her - so I'm on the same page w/her at least. I wanted so badly to crack out the "im going potty" remark when I got that urine cup man...

[Bouncer]

Got a call back from my doc this morning - thank fucking god - was losing my mind. She was pretty concerned this time (last time it was "oh this will just work itself out it's fine, dont' worry") but after my time in the hospital and my calling other specialists for appointments i think it finally fucking set in that this shit is not fun. For today I am getting more blood taken and they are going to do another urine because my kidneys feel like im getting ice picks in them and the blood in the urine + that = not cool.

yea, the anxiety of what it could be and just waiting around is worse then anything.

hope you get it figured out asap bro.

[the art of war]

Got a call back from my doc this morning - thank fucking god - was losing my mind. She was pretty concerned this time (last time it was "oh this will just work itself out it's fine, dont' worry") but after my time in the hospital and my calling other specialists for appointments i think it finally fucking set in that this shit is not fun. For today I am getting more blood taken and they are going to do another urine because my kidneys feel like im getting ice picks in them and the blood in the urine + that = not cool.

[the art of war]

you see that, you listen to bouncer and you get shit done. never let the doubters hold you back, you gotta get shit done jersey style.


as for the horse, wtf is it? not my style. looks liked some heaven shit or something. my guess would be FB did it.

It's either white horse = heroin


orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr it's white horse from halloween 2 *ahem* FB?!?!?!?!

[Bouncer]

Yes, it's 2 weeks - not as bad. Now answer my avatar question you fucker, I know you had a hand in that.

you see that, you listen to bouncer and you get shit done. never let the doubters hold you back, you gotta get shit done jersey style.


as for the horse, wtf is it? not my style. looks liked some heaven shit or something. my guess would be FB did it.

[the art of war]

Yes, it's 2 weeks - not as bad. Now answer my avatar question you fucker, I know you had a hand in that.