21 days of sobriety--journal

[Bouncer]

blm were you smoking like him though? he smokes morning and night 7 days a week. lol

[blm]

blm were you smoking like him though? he smokes morning and night 7 days a week. lol

From the age of 12 to 19 I smoked morning, noon, and night. By 14 I was selling about 10lbs a week and smoking up to an ounce a week. One day when my best friend got arrested, I made a conscious decision to stop the bullshit and join the military. I stopped long enough to pass their piss test then started right back up until the day I shipped out.

[Bouncer]

haha, i bet that first month after you shipped out was a great time! :lmao:

[blm]

haha, i bet that first month after you shipped out was a great time! :lmao:

It was hell but it had nothing to do with weed "withdrawal" it was the culture shock of going from pure freedom to no freedom and 19hr days of mentally and physically exhaustive training.

[GrowthMan]

This thread did a complete nose dive.

It is fucking pot, stop or don't stop.

A montha ago you were bragging about how it helped workouts, you are a good student, making millions by 23. Now it is some evil drug that has ruined your relationships blah blah blah, conplete with a bullet list of what you will accomplish if you quit.

Ouch. I believe what I said was that I loved to smoke before workouts and always did. I did get a bachelors degree while smoking throughout but wouldn't say good student. Never made millions but I was fortunate/unfortunate to earn good money at a young age. I never said it is some evil drug that has ruined my relationships?

I listed reasons for quitting as a reference, or reminder when I get the urge to smoke.

BLM, you are right. Quitting Opiates and heavy cigarette smoking for years was much easier than giving up weed for me.

If it offends you, feel free to not read.

Thanks for all the positivity though :)

[Bouncer]

listen to me on the tren thing, you love it i know but i could be a bad thing for you.

[GrowthMan]

listen to me on the tren thing, you love it i know but i could be a bad thing for you.

Word. Tren is definitely a double edged sword and my anxiety goes up on it for sure.

[GrowthMan]

Day 2, Fail. Thread is done.

[blm]

Weak.

[Bouncer]

Day 2, Fail. Thread is done.

Fuck is wrong with you bro. I like your honesty but wtf? Couldn't handle the anxiety?

[FitnessBrat]

What a crock of shit. :mad:

[lipripper]

2 DAYS? DUDE.. NO WILL POWER......Like bouncer said good being honest with yourself..but WTF its just weed...not a life giving force...

[Bouncer]

needs his ass beat. sounds like an out of control dipshit. wake the fuck up growth.

[Scrumhalf]

Growth, a question I wanted to ask you earlier.... how's your wife with your goal of stopping weed? Is she on your case to stop? If she is smoking while you are trying to quit, it is going to be harder. Regardless, come on bro, you need to man up here. :disagree:

[Bouncer]

I have a feeling him and his wife's relationship is in the shitter.