Hey Art of War

[Bouncer]

Well you Fucken offended me. God damn drug filts.

[GrowthMan]

Well you Fucken offended me. God damn drug filts.

speaking of which i love your avatar dont change it and while youre at it unpucker your butthole and try californicating once in awhile its the bb way.

Dorian Yates smokes pot too. He says he doesnt but in an md I bought a few months ago he wrote this huge article defending every negative claim on marijuana and arguing that it was fine and potentially had health benefits.

[Bouncer]

speaking of which i love your avatar dont change it and while youre at it unpucker your butthole and try californicating once in awhile its the bb way.

Dorian Yates smokes pot too. He says he doesnt but in an md I bought a few months ago he wrote this huge article defending every negative claim on marijuana and arguing that it was fine and potentially had health benefits.

Fuck I need weed for? I'm high all the time, natural state of human 2.0

[GrowthMan]

Fuck I need weed for? I'm high all the time, natural state of human 2.0

why dont you ask arnold?

[Bouncer]

why dont you ask arnold?

Arnold wishes he was me. Old fat filt.

[FitnessBrat]

Well I did not mean to offend you FB I didn't mean anything by this. Your opening post said, "Thinking of taking up a new habit?" so I just wanted to put it out there that I'm not perfect but here is a way that I have gotten through it even though it may not be ideal and involves taking other things.

So I hope your post above means that you are not judging and I can be open about things I am not proud about without getting beat up? Again I apologize if I offened you I thought we were friends now dude so offending you wasn't my intent.

I was jokingly saying that to Frank. If he was starting a "new habit" I'd be wanting to kick his ass, too. I have certainly never said I don't like you, though, and I know I expressed that in my PM. No offense taken :)

[the art of war]

Nobody needs anything , people take things be it steroids or rec drugs to fill voids and achieve goals - the end.

Reason why rec drugs get a shit rep is simple - not many people have carels killing famililes for steroids - down on the street level, people do a bunch of pills and drive around fucked up and kill someone in an accident - rec drugs kill at a rapid rate and affect entire families. Their certainly is an underbelly of rec drug use in the bb'ing world that is for damn sure , but who cares , this board (i hope) isn't about that bullshit. I've had plenty of drugs / drug talk in my life - shit is boring and a one way ticket to a pointless life, I'd rather talk about other shit and move on already.

[FitnessBrat]

a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the crave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
because it always hurts the same


Unfortunately, Art of War has lost his battle with addiction :(


RIP John

[Scrumhalf]

Wow! When did this happen? :(

[FitnessBrat]

Wow! When did this happen? :(

It just happened last night.

[henry]

Damn always sad to hear about someone losing their battle.

RIP

[BEAST]

Always sad to hear someone losing their life in a young age.

[rado]

I know you'd wouldn't joke about something like this, but wow....I'm actually thinking that was best for him. He lived with tons of pain (mentally, physically )the bit I communicated with him, definitely had demons galore. Poor kid, he could have done better....addiction is a powerful creature. And when I say addiction, I speak for all other ones that destroy US.

[Chadd77]

What a shame.

FB, did you still stay in touch with him?

[FitnessBrat]

I used to communicate with him. A lot. It got to be a bit much for me because I had so much other stuff going on, and I sort of brushed my hands of it all. I feel really, really bad/guilty now, because he obviously needed people that care, and I truly did. There were nights I stayed up til sunrise trying to convince him of lifes worth, and that he did indeed deserve to live. Addiction is the most frustrating thing to me because I just want to "fix" and it just doesn't work like that. He was dealt a shitty hand as a child, and just couldn't overcome those issues. I feel so very sad for his family, because he was able to recognize how much he put them through, but in the end they are the ones that found him. :(